13/11/12

i was at police station at 8 Nov and cause i drunk at night with my friend and i was no mood i buy red wine and Heineken ans i was giddy and anyhow scold people and after that i was awake and i don't why my friend call her mother to come and call police and i going to hide but cannot Le and i wan to go in the police and see and when the police ask me where i live i say i don't know cause i don't feel like going home and till wan to slack awhile and actually i wan to tell my friend that i wan to be alone and stay a side and cool down and relax and i never tell her and when the police come i was too sudden and i feel like going home but ready too late and ten they ready send me to police and after that i was tried with the handcraft and i feel very sad and feel like crying and they ask me to change their clothe and i see all those people at there i feel scared and i feel like ask the people why you at there and after that they ask me to register and ask me to stay a side and wait and ten i put my thing and after that i lock in the room and only i one person and the feeling is that a lonely and no one to talk sia ans lock inside 8 hours doing nothing and i seen i very cold and only one blanket and i sleep and after that they keep change the room and after that they ask a girl to pei me and i have someone to talk to she also same case with me and she is only scared her husband and after that they bring us to see a doctor and 10 plus and we go to the room and tie and after that why the police follow us and we take the police car and we sit there and after that it take a long times to reach the hospital and after that i have a chance to talk to the doctor and after that i tell her all the thing and she need to decided with her collage and after that i take about 3 hours to wait for them and the police say that you need to talk to0 them before you think and after that they will send you to the hospital or maybe go home and i go hospital and my friend go home i think that the doctor not good and she let her go don't wan to let me go and she choose to let me to the hospital and after that he straight away bring me to the scared place that i never go in before when i reach the place i keep cry and my parent want to see me i don't wan cause i was crying i don't wan them to sad also and i stay aside and reflection myself and think why must i drink and why my friend wanna to call her mother to come and the police bring me to the hospital and i keep crying i am fine and a normal people and all the person at there is crazy and after awhile i keep seeing the sky and it look dark and cannot even go out the place and need to lock at there and nothing to do and i see the place only got TV and music cannot stay there and i look like crazy and stress and all the thing i look the next day and i think that they are poor and after that if they notice or wake up and see their self and they will look sad and feel like taking care of them and they look so scarey and they live in their own way and some of them they have children and i wish that i can go out faster and one of my friend also same she come here also cry and after that i say doing cry must take it simple and after that i ask her don't cry before one girl tell me and i wonder ask her to help me and she say will caught by police and send u to jail and i don't wan my parent to see me like that and i think the day was faster and after that i think a lot and i tell myself not to cry anymore and must calm down even you how sad you till need to wait the day till you come out the place and i see that my parent keep coming the place and i feel like crying and give them so many problem in this case and they need to run and come here my father have working and he look sad and my mother crying and my heart was so pain and i don't know what to do and i must tell myself must eat and i everyday pray hard each day and the times is so fast and i have a new friend and we are strong in everything that we have suffer in the hospital and we know already that we cannot do it again and tell yourself cannot come tyo0 the place that you already have wrong and this is the last chance and this few day i at there i never even eat and i can sleep and after eating sleep all the day is like that and i take it okay already and i tell the doctor about my thing and if i think again i will go play with my friend and have a activity or stay at home or listen to music to let me relax and after that wont think so much in him anymore but 4 day when i was sleep i think of him again and i cannot believe i think i love him a lot and he is the important people in my life and i see the doctor at Mon he ask me i am okay i feel better i say okay and after that you can sleep mi say can and ask your parent got come and visit you i say have they decided to let me out and after that my parent see the doctor and i don't know Wat they say and my father tell me that 1 month i very scared and you lie to me and after that i need to wait for 12 plus ten the doctor give me a medicine and it is the sleep thing and i have no sick and after that i feel that i can go out i feel very happy and m y parent also and i feel very fresh when i was out of the place and my parent drive me to the place that eat and me and my father eat rice and eat happily and i very happy and when i reach home i faster text my friend and tell them i am fine and i feeling better and don't worried me and i faster use my hp and home is better ten hospital and i have a lot of thing to do and i was so tired but i go out clement and reborn my hair and after that i meet my friend and i was stranger at the place i go and last i feel lonely again