8.07.11

today is a windy friday and it was vry hot olso and i lying at my bed olso cn slp sia ten i slp 2 hrs till i wake up ten after tat annling all mii using the blocked no ten i answerr ten i mit her at bangkit irt ten after tat we top up ten we take 171 bus go mandai to see her mum she have nthing to say her leh ten after tat we go liao after tat i saw a lot of baby wen they small they die le so poor thing lehh and i wish to die olso le siann ten afterr tat we go back to bangkit take 190 bus come to lot one to find my bf lol ten after tat we go eat steam boat only 5.90 only ten we share money to eat so full sia and it was spicy olso lehh hahah ten night time no nid to eat le ten after tat we go court and see the ipad it was so nce and i will get to buy soon ten we saw chunkit and my bf ten they wanna to go interviewten ten he ask mii wann to goo ma i havent top up my money hw to go sia ten he say frii always so important to ue hor ten mii nthing else la he was so dispointed and sad ten i dun noe wat to do le he say no matter wat i do i treat ue good i till cant win your friends ten i say no lol today our turn u still decided to gve yr friiends and yr 1 wrd say dun wana go jiu dun wann go la no la vry far ten i havent top up not far jus nearby take bus 50 ents can le cnt la i nt student anymire le and u havent top up ue cn tell mii we can go top up 1st ma ue can peii annling go out ten peii mii ue say cants lors tat bus is shuttle bus who take bus who olso 50 cents same watt wher gt same annling ue peii ten mii ue dun peii and is my turn today ue tilldecided gve frii the time i will de baby ue always say will but always end up will nt aha hahahah we today really nting to do sia kep walk around siahahaha

7.07.11

i dun noe why i ask my bf come hor he say no enogh time for mii nvm maybe i nt important to you ba and he say only 30 minutes ten go home liao ten he say she bu de mii tat one fade de i think he dun wanna to come i really vry stress na i feel like wanna to break le everything is a lie i dun even trust him in my life i really dun noe hw i gve him a lot of chance le in the end i get nthing wat is this i really hate ue ba i am the outsider ba i ask ue to play basketball ue say only litter time for ue watever la i dun wanna to care anymre and i vry stress feel like smoking i was so angry tat today i ply basketball till half le ten the another person come ten they ask mii to join their group i only goal 1 le hahah diao lame sia after tat they ply nvr let us ply and say sry for wat ask them to fuck off la if i saw them i will stare at them and i will nt give them ply and dun gve them face olso i will hate them .... this feel day i come tat thing i feel bad mood and all the thing nt so smooth sia de and i dun noe wat to do and i wanna to try to save money and buy ipad 2 ba hahahah vry ex lehh i will try my best de anything i wanna i will get in my life no nid parent support mii de.......