i writing this is he aready 2 week never text me le and i cry for him and hurt more and keep thinking about him sia and miss hi badly i dont know i can see him ma and it seem like very far far always from me and he do that to me again and all the thing that he say is a lie and i wont believe him anymore and i cannot even trust him le and he promise the thing i never do it and i think he olso never do it ba and i think he dont even care me le and i think alot should i give up or let him happy and have his happeneiss and i can see that he aready with the girl going 5 month and i saw the pic that him and her de i am sad and i keep asking myself i think he wann let me happy ten sad ba and he choose to leave me and find a better girl ten me i really dont know what he thinking about this rs that i with her so long the time and we spend the life i try to text him so many text he never even reply me and i think he got read or maybe change number le and like my sis say if he wann come back he aready come back le and his heart really got me ma and my friend tell me to go home and think if you really wann to talk with her you must think carefully cause after that you must prepare to give him up and cannotchange your mind talk with he camly no threatening no taliking bad thing think about what you want to ask her and think about you wann to say i choose to continue wait for you and i think le if i talk to her olso same thing and i scared i will quarrel with her and cannot talk properly le and slap her and cannot control my temper and the thing cannot settle and make the thing very big and he really play de ma and this is what yopu wann abnd all the thing is over le i will not listen to you anymore but i will wait for you to come back and forver and forever in my heart and last