19/12/11

today my bf say wann to cook ten i gve he face sorry i very sad if happened like that i dun wann come lehh quarrel again hahah i dun what to do so i haii i cnt help him he sad cause i dun understand him i understand all fault happy till sad hw always happy nt good i really nt good for him ba i say sorry le you nvr answer mii nvm i always sty at my life always start work i get scolding and our rs i very stress i only cn smoke i dun noe hw to cheer ppl up frii treat mii like no use le nvm it kk i aways forget this and that i cnt remember why why why nvm wann to study leii it kk de if i cn apply the ite and go to sch i very happy and no need at shme do nthing and work i hate it everytimes always len money frm mii i wann to earn frm to go sch de i wann study hope cn go in i dun wann my baby always happy i dun wann we break i was cool dwn le i dun noe hw to talk i very stupid maybe i over fewer lei call him he dun wann answer mii ten gve the face i dun like

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1.11.11

last sun in the mrning i wake up so early the time is 5:30 am i feel abit tired cause i sat nvr slp well i was a bit blur and i watch tv and see the time was gg so fast the shw was like nt nice leii do the same shw again hahah so happy that i hep my aunt work ten cn earn money and eat olso no need money de hahah it was so full wen i started eatung i eat fried mee boon drink soya bean and eat dessert leii i was getting blur ten i keep wash thing ten after wash finish ten rest awhie ten i notice my ring was missing i was so afaid that my bf will scold mii ten i keep find till nvr care the work sia why the ring was april buy de nw cnt find my heart was so pain and it was nvr disper at the feeling like lose the person like that leii i dun wann this to happened again i will buy ring again if i lose the ring i will dead or do anything olso cn i will be careful de the time was so slow sia hahah after busy awhile the time was about 1pm leii till have another 2 hrs more i will jiayou de dun gve up ahhah after that there was no ppl at all le so boring leiii hahah feel like plying games leii hahah kidding la i so funny hor ahhaah it was 2:30 i was nt hungry it was ful leii so more i dun wann eat later wann to eat steamboat liao hhaha so happy wth my baby lao gong long time nvr eat le haahah later gg to eat le it was 3pm go hme wth my aunt we take bus go hme it was tired feel like slping haha after reach woodland interchange i fast take bus i wannn go hme slp le ahahha ten the bus finally come i sit nw and relax and rest and so fast reach hme about 3:30pm ten i bath finish ten i charge my hp it was gg to no battery le ahhaha ten my bf say help ah ma to buy dinner ten go out ten he bath finish ten we go out hahah ten i go take irt to cck ten change go jurong east ten i saw go changi de i walk to ther ahaha i cnt wait to eat my crab and prawn and ball this all is my fv love it very muchh hahah we go ther it was so long we go kallang ten we till muz wait 10 station ten reach ther so fast sia hahah ten wen we reach ther around 7 plus le it was no space at outside sia ten we go inside lol it was so many ppl sia eating all is china ppl lol hate them sia ahaha they talk like fuck lol ahahha and the soup come le ten after tat we go take our fv thing hahah ten we eat til so happy my baby keep feed mii the prawnnit was a happeniss thing baby i have nvr have so lucky to have the bf in my life ahaha we keep go so manytimes to take the food it was so hungry hahah ten we eat tom and chicken soup lol it was so nice i love it ahahha ten we eat til 9plus ten other ppl eat finish go le we havent go le we keep eating till not stop ahahha ten we pay the bill 32.40 hahah so many baby thank peii mii eat leii baby is the best ten we go buy soya glass drink and drink it was so sweet ten after that nt sweet liao hahaha ten we go back the shop and put the sugar again hahaha ten after drinking ten after that we take mrt ten my baby fetch mii hme..................................

21.10.11

this few day very busy wth work i work 6 day nvr off so tired bt nvm i jus earn for money to pay my bill loll so poor i dun feel working at minitoon they bully mii and the part time new crew i hate them they thunk they very big mehh only act anything olso blame us watever i dun wann to care anymore maybe after quit i work wth my mos burger frii she olso wann to find work hahah work wth her very fun sia hahah

I very stress about family work and my bf what should I do I really dun noe I feel like during cause my life nthing cn live anymore I will miss my baby and I strayed to hate my family they are nt kind to mii nvr treat mii good only my father I love as my parent it is a nce person wen ever I nid something he will gve mi and nvr gve mii any stress sorry for he always scold mi I will listen to ue and if ue wann mii to buy way I will buy the food for ue this pay I wann to gve it to ue by I no choice must gve the crazy women I hate her everyday ask mii my pay come Liao ma and repeat the same thing I dun like to stay at hme wth her she so irritating and my slibling they olso dunn like haha and I wish to find a better mum and rich and we are so poor this thing it will nt happened de Forget it ba and my mum always say I my her child I very sad I really so failures anything olso cnt doo why why she nt understand mii de and take my money dun wann return my Dave money jus dun have I heart pain I olso wann to study for my life leii I see hw ba. ..... Jus work till the time come ba I jus tahan only for money I dun Care eat they say I hate them I dun like to work wtf them ue knw why I always be happy I dun wann to tell them I nt happy in working and I very happy tat my baby always peii mii at break during the holiday and I love him very much muack and he only person tat care mii alot and sayang mii and I nt alone even Annling dun wann to friends mii is kk I Will sad la cause why till she change a person she like to wth zulaikha better ten mii I olso knw cause last time I always peii my bf nt her do she angry and haven't go up to be a adult and so trust zulaikha one day she will feel that I am the best frii Tat she will regret wat she did de I hope she cn be happy wth nw she is wth her and I long dun have thus frii anymore my frii all getting less and less wat should I do I cnt without my bf and frii they are so important too mii in my life I really get hurt wen my secondary no one wann to frii mii I very sad I only way can use penknife to help mii teacher olso cnt help mii I saw the blood tat I bleed my heart was so pain they dun noe hw I feel I like to tell them I only keep server to myself no other haha so funny the joke and sad sorry and and I always so sad wen working some customer they dun wann to answer mii I like taking to the wall I Wally try my best to work and less complain to manager I am a failed any thing olso must ask themI try my best I will try to remember the price and be a cleaver person in minitoon and ask mii to do this and tat I dun like sia muz do lol see my pay lol and I tot I cn be Ruch the pay so low sia Muz work till I cnt tahan the time ba

15.09.11

today is the 2nd of my work at minitoon our job is to serve customer and say welcome to minitoon so easy i shout till no sound liao lehh i nvr drik water lehh it kk la and so good i have 2 hrs 15 min break i so hapy bt my first break nthing to do leii dun noe wann to go wher sia and my second break i eat my dinner alone ystd so boring and no one talk to sia ahahah they are vy good olso they say come mus come tgt go back muz go tgt lol kk lol and i arrange the thing about 3hrs ue cn imagine ma it was so tired bt i no nid to care customer bt customer come and ask mii something some i knw hw to answer them lol some i dun noe sia aahahah all day work 11 hrs lehh sometimes no ppl cn rest lol so good bt if they wann mii to do thing i mus do lol and earn money to pay my bill lol work hard dun always quit job i dun why i find job aready i cnt sty for a month le hw sia maybe tat i dun wann to work anymre ba this minitoon the 1 hrs pay is 6 dollor lol kk la i feel like slpping at hme lehh and mus earn money nextyrs go sch de jiayou jiayou dun give up easily and i was so happy tat baby always fetch mii after work and ask mii good antoo ten i say kk lol hahha it was rainig ystd no ppl we only earn 1165 ba kk liao lol and some of the customer vry guai lan dun wann answer mii sia i hate them i hope they will die faster ten mii since they do like tat to mii lol in my life all y memious make mii happy bt sometimes i will quarrel wth my bf about small thing i dun noe hw to settle leii god pls help miii after gg hme we eat dinnner togeter sia i hungry ma tat why cnt blame mii de ahahah ten my mum cook 5 dish again i only eat 2 dish the rest i dun like sia bt my bf sia nce lol we eat till so happy eat finish is time to go hme lehh ahahhaa

28.08.11

today i off hahha happy i wake u so i bath finish ten i go buy for mii and my brother food to eat for breakfast i bought sha zha rice my bro fried noodles plus chicken wings it was so nce hah i knw la so cute hor ten i wait awhile about 1130 i go buy something for meii and her mother wat sia ten i call my bf ask him wat to buy lol her mei like to eat wat my shau say she like to eat choclate and her mother dun wann ten all the choclate dun have sia like forra and dun noe wat is tat sia ten i buy dairy milk and mento and soe thing for the mother to eat sia haha spend mii 10 b sia haha nvrm de be kind to them so ue will be huan yii de ahahh be happy after tat i go press money for my mum sia she wanna to let 50 b i lent her she say will return to mii de hah I believe her hahae after tat i go dwn wait for bus ten i till forget i nid to put the money in the box i go hme again sia damm tired sia ten take change again i scared her sis bring go out ma ten i go dwn again wait for the bus damm hot sia finally the bus come le it was colder hahaha ten i listen to song tilll reach his hse lol i reach his hse about 45 min ba 1230 reach aread sia so fast ten i ask him to fetch mii ahhah ten i saw him after tat i long time nvr go his hse le sia like dun noe hw o come le haha kidding till rmb after tat i dun noe wher to go later sia ten we decided to bath ten after tat her ahma come back walou damm shit cnt bath le i go bath first ten his turn ahah ten we take a rest ten after tat go out eat pizza i was so happy i wann to eat icecream i say ue buy the 80 cents wanna de my bf go m after tat melt the thing ten cnt eat anymore he say ue wan to eat again ten i say dun wanna le after tat mit chunkit and jason ten we go eat pizza and we olso order mussel 7up ten we spend 1235 sia so cheape we share money ahha ten after tat walk finsih jp we go bugis take pic ten we saw alot of thing and shirt tat i wanna de so good buy i oonly buy at jp 3 shirt at net only 27 ahahah damm nice lol ten after tat i gve my bf 40 to buy the ear pirce and i spend 18 ba i spend so much on this all and buy b about 100 dollor sia ten after tat we go take pic lol it was so nce ten after tat i was hungry ten we go order chesse chicken ten we share ten after eating about 8 plus ten we wait for bus go hme le ha we are celebarate early anni cause i work ma ahahha ten we take 960 bus go hme le all was so tired ten we talk awhile ten i pei my bf wait for his bus ten i go hme it was a nce day and a good memious day for mii

21.08.11

today is my last day ply finish le tomrw nid to work ehh so fast my time i hope cn faster dec sia see tat the ite approve ma sia i hope cn ehh i wann to study hahaha and i was so happy bt we quarrel again about smal thinng jus nw i wann to cry bt i dun wann let baby worry and sad i wanna him happy i cn ask the god hw to settle this sia and think is we so cute till we everyday quarrel wil be k de baby always make mii happy and sometimes he angry sia i vry scared wat i do is to ticker him and make him laugh ike tat i olso cn sia hahaah my medtorl ma and nw he is slping so cute ove him muack muack wish mii goood luck for my work..........gone miis you baby bt at night ten cn see you ............

17.08.11

this is my happy day wth myu baby shauhwei cause i everyday only cn see him 4 day ba i miss him de and ystd we nvr quarrel it is good i hope everyday olso like tat de hahah i choose my life boyfriends is him de and he cn be good to mii everything olso tc mii and dun let mii fall dwn de love him muack muack spend all my life wth him i have stress he will help mii de so good and try to let mii happy last sun we go ntuc go buy food to cook we spend 15 sia so many sia we are so happy ten after tat he cook leiii and he cook vry nce and he feed mii eat after eating the food ten i like nt feeling well sia ten i eat till half leii lucky gt help mii to settle the food and try nt to waste food hahahha ten i feel a bit cold he help mii to cover the blacket de it was so nce hahah and he help take milo and i drink and he help mii to blow sia so sweet ahhaha good hushand ten tc mii i was so xinfu wohh baby love you sia muack muack ahahah i dun wanna to die anymre lehh till gt him de i will nt be lonely anymre and i dun even wann to care my frii i hate her sia he always try to act big infornt mii i will see one day i will try to ask other ppl to slap her ten she knw ahahha and my bf getting sronger cause he keep trainer gym sia i vry scared he train later he injure i will heart pain sia ahhaha long time nvr update sia sry hahah too busy mon start work liao i start at 4-10 at cwp sia hahah gt job mre good i cn buy my fravourite thing hahaha i hope tat cn finish my wish de hahaha

8.8.11

Ystd is time to eat dinner ten I ask annling to sit Wth us Wth my Bf family Bt annling say cnt only Wth frii and family cn others cnt la so I kk lol ten I bring chair for them to sit Bt waste my time taking the thing lol hahha it kk happy jiu hao and after tat the food look so nice gt Tom yam soup veg and all is vegtabrite eat de I improve my eat Liao eat clean and do nt waste food and her mum always ask mii eat I vry shy lehh ten I eat finish le ten I take somemore rice eslou I damm full Liao sia I only see her mum wanna mii to eat mre ten I rest awhile trn after tat zhehao call mii Wèñ I eating ten I eat finish I call him I ask him why ue beat my frii he say she touch my laptop j say cnt touch mehh she ur gf lehh I was so angry and he say he nid to ppp in Amry and after tat scold at mii I will try to ask Yulin and him to settle or u wann mii to settle ba and ask Yulin ue till wanna to Wth him mehh he beat ue I knw ur heart was so pain and Wth him So long liao Bt he olso cnnt like tat hit him ma hahs and he say tmrw ten say to mii this kind of boy dun love him beter I dun noe Yulin will gve him chance ma or jus forget the thing ba I will think idea to help her de I damm stress Wèñ I bad mood I will nt talk to anyone of ue I will scold ue de I will scold the wrong ppl de I dun wann to hurt u de let mii cool den awhile I will talk to ue I explain to my Bf ten he say jus break Wth zhehao and he nt good and cause ue stress and always I nt happy he will olso no happy I dun noe wat to do sia and try to let him happy lol and we like 9 something go hme times ten we tot about the predate of nation say de we today gg to watch the firework and all my frii go olso same ppl again so happy and I will nt go work anymore I will pei my Bf he nvr see firework this is the first time he watch Wth mii I was so happy and thank him always at my side after tat the bus come ten we take ten my Bf ask mi to lying dwn at his shouder ten I say dun wanna ten I keep call my hse no one answer sian ten I was vry angry ten my Bf say why this face ten I say I hate ur face olso wat and we both ny happy I dun noe all my fault again ba he aready so stress le I will nt gve him do many stress infornt of him I will try let him happy this is my job and have a good memious ma and I go dwn the bus I feel nt feeling week feel like vomit And stomache pain cnt tahan cnt slp and vry sad no mood I listen to music and I will quit Wth annling ba this job really stress I cnt tahan I hate it and they give mii of addicted sia and think them so big mehh only aunty at market taking ther and here dun care them always cause of them I smoke till nw my blood black I dun noe I will die anto I die mre good

5.08.11

today i go my bf hse it was so fun and he had cut hair stye was so nce and i like it after tat rest awhile after tat watch tv lol and the time pass so fast nw is at night liao tmrw nid to wake up again like soo good sia and work all day never shortage money and my frii same wth mii i jus knw her only and she aready spend all the money and some customer dun talk to us la like tat we will confuse and keep ask this and tat sia and they dun noe hw to return the money to us sia till we nid to pay sia so cruel if i kknw is them i wil hep my frii de to tell them tat return us leii they 1 day wil have bao yin and will die soon and the customer some vry guai lan i hate it no manners de lol and i really vry stress sia and i gve them temper and i shout at them sia hahaha after tat i was kk lol ten i was so happy gve them repect le and ten i wait for the time to finish lol ten left 1 hrs something ten over le ten i walk hme only 25 min ony sia and i do finish all my thing it was so fast first time sia i do myself sia so smart i love it and i no nid to pay money sia hahaha so ggood my frii say tat he wann to quit lehh ;)i dun wann her to quit lol hahha she same wth mii lehh haahah thank for buying the smoke to mii lehh hahaha nice wanna another 3 month ten gg to apply the ite le mii and my frii so happy jiayou jiayou

3.08.11

this few day i was vry stress so i keep smoke many i dun noe why i cnt tahan and cn et mii cool dwn and my mood will gt better wen i bad mood i keep scold at my best friends and bf sry for scolding ue and i cnt control my temper and i kep like wanna to cry and alot of thing at my mind i think alot e i wish i cn die i really dun wanna sty at this world anymre le my mum kepp na at mii say tat this job will nt last long de lol wil de i like this job bt i dun ike the aunty they so irrataing and fan mii keep ask this and tat they cn see ma ask stupid question and i gve them properly the money and they scold mii say tat ue cn gve properly ma no repect and shout at mii i nt scared them hor they nt mine who wat why must listen to them lol ask them to fuck lol their mouth cnt stup up mehh kep say we new wanna dun noe i will do properly let them like mii de lol even i come only 8 day lol cn i earnt alot of thing and everyday must come early to check the product gt change ma and it was a tiring day for mii after i end work i nid to walk fajar to bangkit sia we decided to work till we start schh sia nvm la try hard to earn money i nid to settle my bill and today i receive my bill it was 100 dollor somthing and i poor iao sia my money and i keep spend money sia till i no money lehh it kk la earn back lo hahaha jud=s kidding joke only and i everyday i wake up like go to schh lehh and till sometimes i cnt wake up sia sian ahahha and i wish to do aot of thing lehh bt cnt my bf nt allow mii to doo and i listen song and stress everytimes i dun cnt be prefect de i hate it aways kena scold de i dun noe why i hate my mother i hope she cn go another contry and dun come back e if she cn like my bf mum mre good sia and i always quarrel wth my bf sia i aways wanna to break and we kk lehh gg 4 month le he gve mii dolphine le i so happy i love him thank for the present muack lehh i gve ue jacket tat ue choose de we all so happy and wil last long de and wen i nt happy ue sayang mii ue are a kind person tat i love ue and i hungry ue cook for mii thank baby and ue aways send mii hme and i treat ue good de and ue understand mii nt like my ex nt good treat mii like tat and he dun even care mii de o love him olso no use de so i gve up le on him and love my bf nw tat wanna is pass dun think hate him siann

1.08.11

Today I off I have chance to watch Harry potter sia so happy I hope it is nce lol ahahhai watch with my best frii Ann ing nothing to do ma hhha and I dun wanna to sty at hme only Cn watch tv lol or listen song hahaha have a fun day

24.7.11

This is the last day we have fun Cause tmrw start work Liao cnt ply anymore Wahh too bad and earn alot money ma so tat we cn gO korea and ply this is my dream cause I nvr go ther before I hope cn gO Wth Bf Bt he cnt go oversea lehh I wanna he go with mii and peii mii and I wish to bring my frii go olso they olso like ther haha we will try very hard and jiayou Wth our work Bt tat wanna only next yrs Wèñ holiday ten goo must wait for 7 month like tat I think soo hahah so funny rite haahh and their Korea food olso nce de I will try de if I gt money ahha eat till we crazy de hahah actually we wanna to go bugis de annling say dun wanna ten after tat say Tat wanna to go jp and walk lol I wanna to see my frii last time working at ther de I already quit Bt I miss them and chat lol my Gugu ask mii wanna to come bck ma I say dun wanna la she so good Bt their pay good sia 1200 so many I cn buy alot of thing Bt I dun like the job lehh must shout tat customer will come in de sian so tired Bt mii and Jiayan only try to get the target so tat we cn use the money to eat ma tat time I Wth her I vry happy she olso and she everything olso copy mii walou damm fking lame sia after talk to them le we go shopping and see gt boy shirt anto I wanna to buy for him at his birthday coming soon this sat I sdun noe I cn off anto my working place they say cnt off sat lehh I will try to ask tmrw see hw lol I hope tat they will gve mii a chance to celebrate Wth him and olso our 3 month le Haha and have goo memerios haha and I wann to buy the bag for him de Bt I dun noe I mOney he like the bag and cn bring to sch le. I will try de And I will try bugis buy hw much lol I dun noe same anto lehh if nt same price I cn buy I think he will like my present de baby haha ten we walk and walk alot of times in jp lehh after tat we say wanna to eat sushi ten we choose ten annling treat mii I thank her and we enjoy eating haha it was fun after eating we look at thing lol Bt in the end nvr buy anything dun have money lol all the shirt vry nce lehh I wish to buy lehh my bank all spent finish lehh sian after tat we go Mos eat fries and croqreete and it was nce after tat we go buy the soyo ice-cream I have the voceher buy one get one free lol Bt taste bait nt nce I nvr eat this before lehh haha ten we sit dwn and talk talk lol and so windy and after tat about 7pm lehh we go bbp see something lol ten we go earthdoll still de sme nvr change de they only sell 10 de Bt I buy alot Of cloth ther haha and my pocket wanna to have a hole at ther le it kk la happy jiu hao ten we walk back hme ten I wanna to ply swig again we reach ther around 7 ba haha ply awhile we go hme le we nvr stp at all soo fun and enjoy our last day Wth frii and I send annling hme at irt ten after tat I saw yulin I talk to her ten I reach hme around9 plus ten go hme slp lehh

23.7.11

Early in the mrning I head the sound vry loyd sia so irritating sia ten I wake up I saw the time only 850 only le my mother and father go out sia ten I was vry hungry sia Wèñ siting dwn watch tv lehhi waiting for my mum to buy food vry long sia ten after tat she call mii say tat u oneself take 2 dollor and take my brother 50 cents ten go buy food ten I dun noe wanna to eat lehh ten after tat I thunk tat I loves the fried mee cause they change ppl sia ten I say I wanna fried mee ten she gve mii keay t and bee hoon sia she vry blur sia I think she new wanna ba hah nvm it k cn eat cn le haha no nid think so much hahah after tat I eat finish le nthing to do ten I listen to song so boring at hme ten Yulin and zhehao come and find mii say ue wanna to find Nadzirah ma ten I say kk lol ten we talk irt le Nadzirah say tat she vry busy lehh no time haha cause I long time nvr saw her lehh miss her ten I at phoxi go dwn ten take 187 bus go find my Bf lol I reach le at ther about 12:3O ten he say so fast kk nw I go fetch ue and I buy ur fv chicken wing haha he vry good and care mii I love him ten I go hus hse ten he haven't eat finish sia the breakfast de he go dwn and buy de I open the laptop see gt any comments ma or cn chat Wth them haha Ten we go rest and the sis and grandmother all slP sia ahha ten only left the Mei Mei and aunt lol haha after awhile ten we go ply swig we till nid to walk to 200 block ther ten cn ply lehh bt i keep laugh and will nt bad mood and we chat olso de I long time nvr ply de I was so fun and take alot pic Wth my Bf and the last day Wth himm so happy de my Bf keep look at mii and will miss mii de Bt he will try to come de haha I wanna him to come I will miss him and wanna to see him he good anto if I work I till cn see him he is a repectfully to mii and good after plying swig we walk back hme it was so hot and tired ply tat and we was so tirstly tat wanna to drink water le reach hme rest awhile prepare to eat le his mother cook all tofu sia So good and healthy no vegetable lol haja gt my fv Tou ya , Tou kan and tofu I talk about my bro thing I and Mei Mei kep laugh till no stop leii and I lie dwn at the floor I cnt tahan and I try to cool mysel dwn haha all like eat finish le I haven't lehh I dun noe why lehh I think I cnt eat Liao lehh Bt nvm la jus eat ppl cook for ue must repect them and try their food nce anto haha eat finish le Mei ask mii to ply badminton wth her ten my Bf wash plate I wanna to help him Bt I nid to Ply if nt the small Mei Mei angry lehh I ply Wth her I vry happy and the time already 8 pm le his mother say go bck early cause gt the die ppl at dwnstair hahha and take care after tat Wèñ we walking to talk bus the bus gone le We till nid to wait the bus come at 9 pm ten come le ten I dun wanna him to leave him I will miss him and think of him and gt one child was vry guai LAN say asmi ten after nthing he will kena fuck ten knw I hate this kind of ppl I damm angry forget it ba ten we stand awhile ten gt place to sit le ten we listen song I hug him ten after tat Yulin Bf call mii say ur nw at wher I say I at the bus la haha why nthing pol I go dwn the bus he was at ther hahah ten j ask him why ue at here ten he say wait for Yulin ten I say kk the time was 935 like tat only sia ten I sty and talk lol ten go up la I hope I dun work cn everyday see baby Bt I nid to pay my bill and cnt everyday dry at hme do nthing and must support hme our hme was so poor nvm we till have food to eat everything kk this is wat I wanna de I go bath ten rest

22.7.11

Today is my sad day I think about last time hw my frii treat mii and my best frii annling I crying till my heart pain annling ue always the best to mii and u vry stress and hw to make us to be bestfrii again ue must trust mii why I lie to ue is tat I really wanna to go his hse Bt I dun dare to tell ue I scared Tat u dun wanna to talk to mii and frii mii le my mood is totally pain cause I cnt without frii in my life tat time I tell ue before le frii always important to mii in my life ue olso sometimes we always quarrel I really hate ue Bt I tell myself nt to hate ue cause we sty Wth each other 6 yrs lehh always can settle de is tat ue know I read ur blog I was vry sad actually I dun wanna To say ur mum die de cause ue always do this to mii always to scold mii Wèñ I do something wrong I say to ue sry I will nt blame ue de I will forgive ue and I will try talk to ue always let mii disappointed de ue see last time ue no money who let ur is mii le ur bestfriii knw ur hse poor ten mii Bt I nvr look dwn at ue know ma I olso like tat de wat ad ue treat Zulaikha nt same le always listen to her and everything olso tell her I say to you le keep sercet in the end ue tell her all the story ue gt repect mii ma I knw I tell tat I go ite will find best frii is fake de I wanna see Tat ue gt angry ma we always tell each other Wèñ ue nt happy ma and I gve ue alot of good thing I ask ue to treat mii thing ue nvr say tta I dun have money le nvm ba in ur mind am I good to ue ma ue think properly la it hurt mii and I fund work I olso wanna to be Tgt Wth ue and I will nt scared Bt ue always let mii sty alone say tat tired la dun wanna wrk Liao this is wat ppl think tat ue are the bad person who treat them like tat and I was vry happy to ply Wth ue and chat I dun why ue change alot nt de annling I know le dun be the bad person to mii be good ue see anything ue olso copy mii this is hw we are always Tgt share thing Tgt nt others and ue tell Zulaikha thing nvr tell mii I am ur Best frii lehh I Will nt say out de ue knw tat time I write I hate ue it u cause ue do tat to mii and the money I let to ue nvr return mii I gve ue time lehh I wait so long in the end I get nthing be a responsibility in anything ue do Wèñ Ue are sad anything I help ue solve or tell Zulaikha to help ue I vry kind de I hope tat ue read this story hope ue understand and be frii dun be emery I dun wish too happy in our life in ite we olso like tat kk ma

21.07.11

Ystd I go my Bf hse i was so happy ten after tat fetch the small sister and we reach ther early sia the weather was so hot lol till I cnt tahan lucky her meii come out lehh trn after tat go hme his grandmother at hme ten i call her ten after tat I open the com I wanna to see FBk and change my Bf blog sia his wanna very different sia I dun noe I think first time is like tat one de ten after tat my Bf say tat I dun care the cook lehh I wanna to eat le ten he go take porridge is pernut I see le I say eeeeeee ten my Bf go living eat ten he say Evertime I cook wad u will say eeeeeee u never even eat huu say eeeeeee u dun noe hw I feel in my heart haha I tell ue wad I feel I feel sad n dispointed I wont cook let ue eat or see le won't le dun like tat la every food I cook ue say eeeeeee wher gt today I cook this u olso eeeeeee dun have loo kidding Ue only ma dun take so serious ma nvm I really dun like to see ue say eeeeeee le IDw see anymrebi want cook let ue see le or try le I wanna try dun like tat le say le I will sad de dun sad I always at ur side Wth ue I cook ue say eeeeeee I mre sad I very sad ue knw I wan ue to support me in my cooking but ue keep say eeeeeee we quarrel again he like tat ten I sd the com I say dun sad la next time I will try and say nce de even nt nce kk ma ue like tat my heart pain after tat he kk Liao he wanna to laugh I say laugh la why dun wanna laugh lehh he keep smile sia so funny sia and cute sia and I have settle the problem Wth him le I was happy le if nt cnt settle le will gt w... T de I scared tat he will leave mii I think he won't de he so care and sayang mii he will always at my side at my life I love him after tat we rest awhile ten we go jp he wanna to eat ice-cream I long time nvr eat Wth him le like last time he always wait for mii to end work and eat ice-cream ten walk and ten take bus go hme tat time I like him I have the feeling of him ten I ask him ue wanna stead Wth mii ma he say kk lol we go see my wring frii last time at top wear I go visit Jiayan ten after tat we talk alot ten she ask mii wanna to go see Gugu ten I say I scared ten I dare to go she nvr see anything she smile at mii And till cn talk to her I vry happy ten after tat we go ntuc buy chicken my Bf say I love to eat so he buy and go hme cook for mii he was so kind I love it after buy finish le take bus go hme lol hahaha ten do the chicken ten his Ahmad cook my fv veg I vry happy hahah ten he mother come bck le ten her meii kep d... Us ten my Bf was vry angry after tat her sis come bck say tta she vry tired and my Bf say help to her sis and her sis dun wanna help him ten after tat he cry again say tat his bro bully her again I was vry scared sty at 1 side watch them ten my Bf ask mii to come dwnn ten we go living at sit dwn wait for her mum to bath finish ten cn eat le ten we eat dinner at 7 pn hahah eat finish at 8pm ten after Tat I was so full ten I sit dwn at sofa my Bf washing plate ahhaha It was so kindly help her mum wash so guai I like it after washing we watch the shw call aii vry nce ahhah 9 pm go home le ten we buy drink hahah ten after tat wait for bus we take 187 trn Wèñ we go in I say one child was so cute I touch her hahaha ten she was so happy olso dun le we wait to sit olso lucky gt sit le we sit and listen song so fast reach cck le ten we gg to reach my hse I go dwn I saw my mum frii scared mii dia lucky I faster pull my Bf away ten after tat I saw Zulaikha and annling at my block sia ten we go another life hahah I think they stalker mii Na hahah we faster hide ahhah after I go hme I bath lehh so cool and tired after 1 day

20.07.11

Woohh I so early wake up I saw the time was 845 like tat I was so tired and the weather So hot till tat I wanna to wake up le I till wanna to slp de Bt cnt lehh 10 am till gt interview at shop and save de ten I bath finish le my bestfrii ask mii cn walk to his hse ther ten I say cn Wèñ I walk I was so tired and is fling hot I dun like and I reach her hse around 930 ba I saw my Hp time was wrong timing de I must go and change ten after tat we wait for the time ten about 935 we go fajar ten it was so early ten we go Mac and ait dwn nthing to do and I was so scared I kena interview 2 time le Bt I have experience they will hire mii de I do cashier and annling do packing her pay only 4 dollor mine is 450 I was so happy tat I find job Liao and cn pay for my Hp bill I no nod to worry anymore and till cn save money after tat we was so hungry ten I buy mee and my frii eat veg ahha my frii say tat she wanna to work all the way I olso have frii work Wth mii mre good sia and I wanna to on diet eat less and cn be thin haha this is my wish ten after tat go my frii hse and watch the bang bang tang shw till 2hrs ba after tat I say 2 pm go my hse ten after tat go to ite she say kk ten she go bath after bath go to my hse ther I wanna to change shirt and bath it was so hot ten we take bus to ite she wann to mit Zulaikha ten after at we go Zulaikha class tue Yi goring keep see us lol my frii was so happy to see his like the person ten after tat I say we go general office they say cnt go in haha ten we dun noe wanna to go wher ahha after tat we metric eat the rice again ten eat finish I go my Bf hse again I was vry happy cn see him again Bt cnnt peii annling at ite I vry sad actually is her turn Bt I gve my Bf I was vry bad haha is kk la tmrw her turn ma hahaha dun angry forgive mii ten I reach my Bf block Bt he nvr fetch mii I was so sad I own self go up ahha and he always nvr reply mii he so damm busy nvm la ten I go in his hse hahah I was so tired I olso dun noe why ba I think walk Many sia ten after tat I tired ten he ask mii ue angry huh ten I say I nvr huh I only tired and stomache pain dun wanna to talk ten he olso vry sad ten I pull him to sit dwn and I ask him ue dun like Tat cn antoo baby ten after tat we kk Liao ten awhile is dinner time I eat Wth his family I was so happy and his mum is so good he wanna me to study and I wanna to be a nurse this is my wish I hope cn I see hw first I haven't ask my mum yet hahah after eating I wanna to write blog no time lehh haha listen to song after tat he send mii hme he like Chang Liao lehh no mre care mii lehh I was so sad I dun noe I dun wish to become like tat hw hw I really dun noe I wish we cn last long we gg to be 3 month le so fast mii and my ex only 2 wek Bt my Bf really vry good to mii I thank him I love him muack jus nw gt boy text mii I dun noe who lehh I kep ask him who are ue Bt he day ue knw de he say he is the Kevin frii I cnt think whoo lehh ten after tat he vry guai an this no vry sim lehh I till cnt think who trn I scold him ue wanna to tell mii ma ten after tat my Bf talk to mii dun text my gf hor he vry angry I olso ten he wasting my time Wth my Bf hug and kiss and I vry worried my Bf he vry angry de scared mii and I faster post at FBk gt ppl reply my frii pc say tat this is weekiat noo I forget lehh text mii for watt I hate him he like tat treat my frii ask him ho die la stupid idit

i mit annling at 1 ba ten she ask mii to go her hse ten i go ol ten the fucking weathea is so hot till i cnt tahan sia i blame her why ue ask mii to go ur hse hahaha her hse aways so far i til nid to walk frm bangkit to fajar i feel so tired lehh it k lol can saw her can e if nt i scared she nt at hme lehh i hate it i find her she always nt at hme de last time i dun noe lehh she like abit crazy de i think she hate mii lehh can see the face de if i cnt tahan i will gve her the slap using my hand i will nt gve chance we will jus break our friendship in ths world ba even we are 6 yrs frii she nvr pretent mii like frii and always wanna to act big infront of mii and i dun wish to be frii wth her and i only treaat her like normal frii and wen she gt problem in money i wil try to et her bt she nvr return mii i will ask her to gve mii al the money i let ue de cause it is my money if i get back i till cn save for my life wth my bf hahah kidding la and i will treat frii cause they are important to mii if i dun have them i will die ehh wen i was sec3 i cut my hand and alot of blood coming out i was scared bt i try to coo dwn lehh ten dun care mii my friiend boy tell my teacher nt to gve her penknife again lehh ten i tell my frii why ue wanna to tell i til wanna to cut lehh i wanna to die in my life i was so lonely no one care mii and they always think tat i am the selfish no lol i was so kind de and i am friendly nvm i jus et it go ba no frii i cnt do anything cnt tell them i have problem i ony make frii wth boy they olso good la after tat my frm teacher knw a the thing lol she will try to hep mii to talk to my frii and ask them to forgive mii and gve mii a chance to be frii hahaha i knw willl de 1 day la dun worry i always eat alone no one pei mii and always everyday alone go home lehh hahah end my story after tat awhile nid to wait for her father wake up take money de ten wake him up cnt lehh he like die lehh suddenly wake up lehh ten we go out lehh ten after tat she say she wanna to change money ten i wait for her de ten after tat we wait for bus at bangkit 187 bus ten we go ite it was vry little ppl lehh ten after tat i ask my best frii wanna to eat ma she say wanna to eat at medtric we eat western the rice and the thing only 1 dollor so cheap hahaha ten after tat we kep go in the action culary art and see zulaikha do wat hahah her class ma ten inside the boy was vry handsome de hahaha they look at mii de after tat we sty at outside so boring ten we go staircase and see my show at my hp de ahahah wait for zulaikha to end sch lol she end at 4;30 hahahh ten after tat they say wanna to eat ten they eat again ten they eat lo i nvr i listen to song hahah ten after tat i tell they a tat my bf wanna to come they say kk ol ten after tat i saw zulaikha eye swalen i saw le so poor thing ten after tat she say pain ten after tat she using ice to crover her eye hahaha after tat we walk till half ten we say my bf and his frii and the hand holding the food tat is nesi lemak hahaha ten after tat we dun noe wanna to go wher ten after tat we sit dwn and my bf say tat he was vry hungry wen he open the food ten i dun like the fish it look like nt nce ehh ahahha till gt egg my bf eat till half the food ten dun wanna lehh ten he kena scold by madam yi ping it was so poor thing ten i dun noe hw to do to let him cool dwn let him alone cool dwn first ten i talk to him ba ten after tat he go trow away the food it was so waste ten after tat he say wanna to go away ten i was vry sad i wanna to call him de bt i cnt ehh i olso dun noe why a my fault ten his hand was kena cut again my heart pain again i wan to sayang him de i hope tat i go his class mre good sia haha cn take care him and aways feed him wen break time de hahaha i think he will be vry happy de hahaha
ytd we otw to lot one to watch movie we reach ther e ten we reach the cinema to watch transformers ten the time was 2115 ten we say so late liao wed ten watch lol we was so disspointed nvm la till gt chance to watch the la dun worry my dear frii anning i knw ue like to watch de wait for wed kk haahaha in the bus she keep touch my hair i dun like ue always touch my hair and without my permission i was vry angry and dun blame mii till nvr talk to ue ten she kep ask mii i dun wanna to answer her ten she say dun like tat lehh hahah i dun care her i ingore after tat we go libary i was so sad and feel dun wanna to talk to anyone cause my bf he dun wanna care mii i was so sad i wanna he always at my side wen ever i go in my life she at ther pying com i was so boring mii and zulaikha do nthing lehh ten they at there so happy nvr care mii nvm lol at ther thking something dun noe wat to do hw i really dun noe i nid a angle say tat ue next wanna to do watt haiii ............... ten after tat he sty at school wrh chun kit and til dun wanna to go hme so ate le i vry worry and ask him wher ue he was so sad u knw i in kitchen today get scolding thee knife cut until me the food idk hw to cook i 1st time cook i cook untill try my best today i aredy vry sad i cook my own food i knw nt good so i sad meet u le my mood bacome happier but in the end u say al the caring u jus tell me eeeeeeeeeeeeee

17.7.11

In the mrning my stupid bro open the song so loud till I wanna to wake le ten my small bro wake mii up say tat wanna to eat med le ten I wake up after tat I eat fried mee trn eat med I eat le I feel my head getting heavy it was vry pain hw I hate it won't k de I think must drink mre water and rest ten i listen song it was so boring at hme later my baby boy come and fetch mii to his hse i was so happy tat he care mii so many and worry mii ystd I feel cool I wear jacket and ten watch tv ten after tat pei my small bro go out eat something I olso starting to hungry le Bt I till eat bait Bt it was so full ten wait for him to eat finish he eat vry slow sia and dun noe to eat hahha I watch liang po po it was so funny acrualy he is boy de he act like grl hahha ten after tat he kena gaster bit ten all hurt ppl come and help him ten after tat he find a place to slp ten after tat a couple olso slp ther they wanna to kiss le kiss till the liang po po ten all go poice station ten all dun like each other ten say each other like tat only ma why must make so many problem ma haha I like the show hahah after tat watch finish and start feel vry tired wanna to slp ten after tat I lying at my bed ten awhile I slp le my small bro till watch the tv till my mum come back ahha

16.07.11

Since ystd my head keep pain I cnt tahan I eat alot of med till nt well I cnt slp and finally I listen song ten cn slp lehh if nt I dun noe wanna to do watt and cnt go out I go see doctor I nid to wait my turn it was So many ppl today I no energy I olso dun noe I think is thur ply basketball ten become like tat the doctor must drink mre water and rest and ply till crazy lehh till dun wanna stp is tat I wanna pratice and get good basketball player and try to Win guy and I till cnt trow the last abc sian Wèñ ten I cn I try alot aready pls let mii go in I was so strong till boy wanna mii to join their group ... I was so happy why I always head pain de I will nt say I wanna to die le I promise my Bf I will be strong and live Wth him in this world nt to leave him alone and he will take care if mii if I have any problem I was so happy and will think of happy thing in memerios ba In my life I wanna a silent place so tat I will nt. Be stress and I wanna to see dolphins and water this is my wish and my rs will last long de nt easily gve up try my vry best to help my Bf he already do many thing for mii I must gve him back de jus nw I wanna to tidy my shirt I go up ten I a bit giddy I scared I will die I always faint de I olso dun noe why the world ue cn tell mii ma and gve mii a angle to protect mii and anything help mii doo wher are ue

15.july.11

friday again i wake up so early today i 0lso dun no why lehh ten after tat go bath lol ten eat breakfast i eat roti pata ahhah it was so nce ten after tat listen to song again and ytd i ply basketball my frii annling win mii sia hahaha sian we ply till siao ten after tat at night ten the ppl ply match agin so sian hahah ten after tat we go to library agin lol really vry boring nthing to do havent find job i wanna to have money so cn buy anything i wanna de

Today I 1pm MIT my stead ten I take bus 187 and wait for him cause he having break so I pei him eat kfe he order zipeer ba I eat snacked it was vry happy this is my first time eating Wth him after Tat we eat finish le ten after tat we go walk at lot one after tat we go pet shop he like to see haster It was so cute Bt smelly lehh I like too haha ten I go popular see book long time nvr go ther le still de same Bt nt like bbp ba I miss them hah after tat we go up and dwn so tiring Bt is fun and they hiring job I was thinking tat wanna to work anto I nid to settle my bill haha ten after tat I pei my Bf go take bus go back this sch and he take 985 ba ten after tat the bus go I go take 190 bus go hme ten after tat wanna to slp cnt lehh sian nid to write letter to my baby I write finish le this is the third letter I gve him de I hope tat he always read Wèñ he nt happy de ten after tat so fast 4 le I go charge my Hp ten listen song ahaha ten I ask my mum today gt cook she say dun have ask mii go buy ten I buy duck noodles western and vegetable ten after tat come back ten take bus to MIT my Bf cause he end sch at 5pm ten after tat take bus to his hse hahah he at bus read my letter hahah ten after tat her mum come back le always say hug Tgt nt hot mehh her mum j ba haha ten after tat we lie at his bed ten the time was 8 le ten we go buy food ten her meii olso follow I buy chicken rice frm western it was so nce haha after eat finish the food it was 9 le so fast ten my Bf send mii hme ten we wait for the bus ten we go in it was so hot nt cold haha ten after tat we talk till so fast reach hme ten till gt 20 min to talk ten we sit at badminton court haha after tat go up le it was a good day for mii

11.07.11

Everytimes ask mii find ue all itself la ue think job so easy find Mac olso dun wanna to hire us so bad them actually I olso dun wanna to wrk this olso I wanna to work shop and save de annling dun wanna cause gt cashier she say later s of money nid pay and nid math olso I say nvm still gt mii and they will teach ue de no nid scared de haha she kep dum wann nvm alot of frii ask mii to work Wth them I dun noe wann to go Wth who lehh I dun dare to reject my frriii they are important to us and I will try help them find de all my frii no more study they olso nid to work so tired lehh nextyrs ten study nvm we till gt 4 month to go no nid scared we will try our best to go in next yr dun gve up ue still gt chance de Jia you I dun noe wanna to find which job le I wish to go back cause the pay higher Bt I dun wish to wrk no choice nid to help my mum to pay the air con and tv lol we ask then to buy lol .... My god mother gt heart cancer my mum anytimes will times I wish she was fine and sty health cnt die she till gt children dun treat her like tat gve her a chance to live and sty happy I wish her she cn recover hahah in my life jus wanna to be happy

11.07.11

This few day I keep going my Bf hse frm mrning to at night it was fun and we chat and we lying dwn and slp Tgt I like it I hope everyday olso like tat and I eat Wth his grandmother and grandfather they treat mii and my Bf sister order spicy fish and veg it was so spicy till mii and my Bf cnt tahan the chili ten we kep drink the barley hahah lucky we all eat finish le I was so happy first time saw them and they olso friendly de I love them I hope tat they cn become my mother lol my Bf olso vry happy after tat eating finish my Bf and ah gong ah ma talk he so repect them kk ten after tat we sun noe wanna to go wher ten we go walk and help his mum buy something for her meii trn after tat sty at his hse awhile ten go hme I no stress olso gt smoking my Bf like dun like I smoke lehh I olso dun good watt won't die de ten I eat chocolate I was so nce I gve my Bf and Mei eat haha is time to go hme ten we take bus ten we chat ten so fast reach hme le I vry scared I pregrent cause cnt tell de Bt I think won't de haha my Bf family I think start to like mii le I nt scared anymore haha 20 mre day my Bf bday wanna to come I dun noe wanna to buy wat for him hw I think I buy for him shirt ba I will buy cheap de kk ma won't waste so much money and we will go jp make cake olso hope tat he will like it and I hope the wish tat he make will be true I love to sty at his side I gt the feeling so cool and nothing will happened to us and I dun wanna to quarrel anymore it was so tired always be happy and jiayou last long our realaship nt to break anymore and sty cool dwn Wèñ ue gve any problem ue cn tell each other kk ma love ue baby miss ue kiss you and dun forget this letter I write for ue always remember in your heart ....

8.07.11

today is a windy friday and it was vry hot olso and i lying at my bed olso cn slp sia ten i slp 2 hrs till i wake up ten after tat annling all mii using the blocked no ten i answerr ten i mit her at bangkit irt ten after tat we top up ten we take 171 bus go mandai to see her mum she have nthing to say her leh ten after tat we go liao after tat i saw a lot of baby wen they small they die le so poor thing lehh and i wish to die olso le siann ten afterr tat we go back to bangkit take 190 bus come to lot one to find my bf lol ten after tat we go eat steam boat only 5.90 only ten we share money to eat so full sia and it was spicy olso lehh hahah ten night time no nid to eat le ten after tat we go court and see the ipad it was so nce and i will get to buy soon ten we saw chunkit and my bf ten they wanna to go interviewten ten he ask mii wann to goo ma i havent top up my money hw to go sia ten he say frii always so important to ue hor ten mii nthing else la he was so dispointed and sad ten i dun noe wat to do le he say no matter wat i do i treat ue good i till cant win your friends ten i say no lol today our turn u still decided to gve yr friiends and yr 1 wrd say dun wana go jiu dun wann go la no la vry far ten i havent top up not far jus nearby take bus 50 ents can le cnt la i nt student anymire le and u havent top up ue cn tell mii we can go top up 1st ma ue can peii annling go out ten peii mii ue say cants lors tat bus is shuttle bus who take bus who olso 50 cents same watt wher gt same annling ue peii ten mii ue dun peii and is my turn today ue tilldecided gve frii the time i will de baby ue always say will but always end up will nt aha hahahah we today really nting to do sia kep walk around siahahaha

7.07.11

i dun noe why i ask my bf come hor he say no enogh time for mii nvm maybe i nt important to you ba and he say only 30 minutes ten go home liao ten he say she bu de mii tat one fade de i think he dun wanna to come i really vry stress na i feel like wanna to break le everything is a lie i dun even trust him in my life i really dun noe hw i gve him a lot of chance le in the end i get nthing wat is this i really hate ue ba i am the outsider ba i ask ue to play basketball ue say only litter time for ue watever la i dun wanna to care anymre and i vry stress feel like smoking i was so angry tat today i ply basketball till half le ten the another person come ten they ask mii to join their group i only goal 1 le hahah diao lame sia after tat they ply nvr let us ply and say sry for wat ask them to fuck off la if i saw them i will stare at them and i will nt give them ply and dun gve them face olso i will hate them .... this feel day i come tat thing i feel bad mood and all the thing nt so smooth sia de and i dun noe wat to do and i wanna to try to save money and buy ipad 2 ba hahahah vry ex lehh i will try my best de anything i wanna i will get in my life no nid parent support mii de.......

6.07.11

Ystd I feel like drinking bubble tea ten we walk 2bus it was tiring ten after tat Wèñ we walking on the way the boy was kena bang by a car they call him wake up the boy nvr wake uP ten he have a lot of blood and I was so scared I olso dun one yy he like fly in the road like tat I was so sad after tat the sister cry I thk so olso dun one wat happened ten gt a lady call poice ten after tat the Amblance cOme I pray the boy will be a rite and alive and I learn my listen nt to cross the road and alot of ppl see so poor thing the child like tat do nt cross the road Wèñ nt green light this is a life for us Bt yy the boy nt mii huh is goof I die I no nid to live in thIs life de hahahah

6.07.11

sry for nt update my blog for so long i am busy finding working la finally i find mac it was so good hahah wish i will get the mac job and can work with my friend annling hahas.... i hope the pay can be higher , and not so much stress working at mac and have a fun day working at mac and knw a lot of frii ..... i will save my money nt to spend so much money on going out and save money for going USS with my boyfriend haha ~ and this week i ply alot of basketball de it was vry fun and ply till i so tired hahah and my realaship omost break liao sia i vry scared haaha i dun noe wat to do i keep thinking bt in the end i olso nvr break wth my bf le i was so happy hahha i love him till i cn gve him my heart to him we wil last long i will share my memory wth my stead and sty wth him forever and if we have any mistake we will try to solve and wwen i nt happy i will listen to song i wil think the happeniness tgt and when i am stress and sad i will tell my bf and solve tgt n last forver with my bf =P ok lastly i wish the mac perosn will call me and hire me to work , and last forever with my bf happy tgt !;lub

13.06.11

My babe, I love you so much forever youband I love you oh I love you so much forever you and I forever you and I forever by my side I'm a hold you tigh wipe them tears from your eyes dream of you at night every night that I sleep caress you with my presence it you that I keep it's you that I need you re the one who makes me smile you re the one who made me laugh when I was down for a while you stood there keeping me off the ground gave me a shoulder to cry on when I was feeling so down so this only make it stronger to ever be together you made life seem so long made life seem forever but every second we re together I jus thank god for this gift he gave me for a present that I will always hold and kiss yuu always made me lift for every touch of your lips always made me fly frm the beginning of this we started as friends but now we re lovers to the eye it always gonna be jus forever you and I

9.06.11

I wake up in the mrning it was so tired ten after tat I go bath ten rest awhile ten listen to song and releax lol Hahah ten i see the time gg to be 1010 I go dwn and take bus lOl ten I reach bbp at 10. 20 ten after tat I saw my collage ten I ask her the Internet hw tat time she off ma ten I saw Herr ma ten after tat she ask mii Wèñ ue study I day next yrs lol hahha it was so long must wait for 6month nvm la jus work lol trn talk till the manager coming ten we go in the popular ten after tat we talk and talk and ten open the shop it was so many ppl coming in hahah awhile I fel wanna to faint lol ten after tat I lok at the person cnt see I fel like gg hme Bt dun wanna la ten after tat my break was at 1pm Ten must wait for 1hrs time lol it was so fast I straight away go buy mc spicy meal and eat it cost mii 5 dollor kk la ten Wèñ I started eating I kne the chicken was do spicy Till I cnt tahan trn drink alot of water ten after tat I go to library to read book it was so boring lol ten I nvr read at all trn I decided to leave ten go bck to my popular and punch in lol ten after tatt I start bck again I gr scan the book Bt nvr lehh dun noe yy lehh ten after tat i cost the customer 10 %ten I ask her have ue taken the book Liao ma ten she said dun have ten I ask beeline to her mii ten I delete the book again ten I tell her I only scan 10% only she say ue scared mii sia ten ask my name Walouu damm fuck Lol sian it was so confuse mii ten after tat I have anothe mastake again no one teach mii ths be for ten I nvr press the 12 month I say to the customer sry lol damm fuck you trn after tat my break is was at 6pm ten I go buy the soya peal and the sushi to eat ten I go fund deo last time manager tat I like frm philip de hahha
He say he wanna to buy da hua ten I follow lol ten after tat I go library again hahha

1.06.11

Today I wake up around 10ba ten after tat I call Huinee ask her ue weather wan to see doctor ma ten she say nw she at annling hse lol kk lol and must wait for her father to gve her money lol ten I say If finish Liao call mii sia I have 1miss call sia I put silent lehh damm fuck I olso dun noe lehh ten after tat my bro ask mii to eat the rotipata tat my mum buy for mii ten I cn eat finish I so power ten after tatt I olso watch the shw tat I like de ten I call Huinee ue all at wher they ask mii to MIT them at annling ther ten I frm bangkit walk to fajar damm Hot sia and tired ten finally reach liao I saw them ten after tat we decided to eat first ten we walk to greenridge eat annling eat cai fan again eat finish liao ten we walk to polyclinic ten we kep walk the wrong road ten we walk till the ten mile junction ten I say we walk frm the plaza la ten after tat we walk till de post cause Huinee wann to pay the bill ten she say so Many ppl lol dun wann later ba ten mii and annling was so tired we rest awhile ten after tat continue to walk again tenn we cnt than too tirst sia ten we saw a 7evelen we gO in buy water I buy mix the drink ten annling and Huinee buy coke lol the drink damm expensive sia they spend 240 ba ten after tat we saw our last time primary school I was so miss ther and at ther gt ghost de so scared hahah ten after tat Huinee say wher is the polyclinic ten I say till must walk de ten I drink till half my drink was kena p off damm fuck I olso dun feel like drinking anymore finally we reach there Liao damm shaii lol ten after tat we register ten the person ask us to wait til 130damm long ten after tat I listen music lol ten so fast 1 30 Liao ten is Huinee turn ten go the same colour place ten after tat we wait till our turn ten she ask mii to follow her ten I go lol ten the doctor ask her wat happened ten she say I nt feeling well I kep gg to toilet ten the doctor ask her ue gt d lol ten after tat the doctor ask her to lie dwn at the bed and check lol ten after tat we go p ther and resig and take medicine ten pay Money ten go Liao Wèñ we walk we saw Huinee de Bf it was so handsome ten after tat he taking 975 ten we olso take ten Huinee kep laugh she was damm happy lol ten after Tat the Bf drop at phonix irt ba ten Huinee ask mii he stare ue ten I said she look at mii lol ten he siting alone at there hahha ten we go plaza she kep seeing mirror mii and annling cnt tahan sia ten we dun noe wann to go wher it was started to rain lol ten we cnt go hme ten it was 3smething lehh ten we say we go eat fries Bt dun wanna la I eat ice-cream lol annling g olso eT finish Liao go hme we take 920 lOl ten she and Huinee go dwn I go dwn the last lol it was a happy day

30.05.11

Today Wèñ I wake up at 9am I feel stomache vry pain ten I go toilet ten I come out I dun have energy to walk Liao ten after tat my mum come bck she buy mii mee soup I dun like eating lehh ten after tat I jus eat lol ten after eating I lying at the sofa and rest lol ten watch tv it was so pain till I cnt come out ten I wait for the time to go work ten it was 1010 I faster go dwn and take bus ten I take 190 bus it was so fast reach ther ten after tat I sw my collage olso at tree ten we wait for boss to open the door let us go in ten after tat I put my bag in a locker ten after tat punch in lol ten I walk around popular see all like have nett price de hahah ten after tat my manager reach le ten I follow her to login the com ten after tat I count the money till so money 600 ten she count 500 lehh do cool ten our boss talk to us the note book lol if the custOmer buy 30 ten they cn buy the note book I kep forget siann ten the shop was open ten I person stand at there do nthing no one peii mii ten after tat 12pm I have break I nvr go eat cause my stomache till pain ten I use the com till half I go toilet ten after tat go library and use again it was so pain till I cnt tahan ten after tat I go bck I tell my manager tat I kep stomache pain ten she hep mii tell my boss he say ur punch in go hme and rest ask ah boo to take over mii ten I go take 963 I listen to song ten after tat I finally reach hme ten I change my change ten I online at FBk ask annling cn peii mii goo see doctor ma she say cn ten I walk to her hse I fel vry tired and cnt walk anymore fell like die Bt I till continue walk to her hse Wèñ I reach her hse she say yy ue so long ten I say I walk ma some re no enegy ma ten I ask her her to bath ten she done Liao ten after tat we go yo my block library and use the toilet cause I stomache pain ten after tat we take 190 go cck polyclinic see doctor ten after tat we register ten we go ther the person askk ur ic All ths rubbish de ten after tat I take pic and post at FBk ten after tat we go buy the food and eat ten the person ask to take temperature my is 36.6 ba ten after tat we wear the mask it is so weird ten after tat the doctor tell mii tat I d pain cnt eat oil spicy and milk so siann i must eat pain de lol i din like sia ths is my first time have ths it was so coolll ten we go take med ten after tat we saw a guy vry handsome ten we decided to go lot 1 walk lol hahha end my story

26/0511

i wake about 9am ten after tat do all the thing aready ten i bath ten open the music ten open fan to blow ten after tat i call my mum ue wan come back liao ma ten she said i buy finish the food ten come bck lol ten i say k lol ten after tat she buy fried kway it was vry nce sia i eat finish ten about 945am t en i go dwn and take bus ten i tak 190bus it was so fast reach bbp ten after tat i dun noe wher to go so siann ten after tat i top up my ezlink card 10 dollor ten go fairprice lol ten i buy yorgert lol to drink the f is mango i love it hahah ten after tat i sw my collage walking ten i ask her cn go in ma she said cn lol ten i go in the dark place again ten after tat the manager ask mii to punch in nw ten i punch in lol ten she teach mii hw to log on i knw liao i was vry easly lol ten after tat ten my boss ask mii to sign something lol haahha ten after tat the time is coming need to open shop ten i never snan the book the customer face like vry angry i hate snan i like to do cashier bt alot of thing need to remember my head gg to burst liao bt jus do lol no choice i first day they are vry kind la ten i dun like they keep repeat the same thing i olso cnt remember i hate myself ...1pm is my break time i go eat ice it was so cool nw i feel beater liao .............. 2pm need to go back so siannn always 1 ppl eat no one peii mii i soo lonely lol at ther all lik malaysia ppl sia they no repect de lol hate hate hate..............end my story

24.05.11

Today I MIT annling at irt cause we wann to go ite west ma find panda ten after Tat annling suddenly stomach ten I wait for her so sian lol ten we sw Zulaikha ten after yay we sw panda ten he come dwn ten after tat chunkit come I hate him I dun even talk to him ten after tat we go plaza do nthing sian ten after tat Zulaikha go hme ten after tatt we olso do nthing lol ten I his delete chunkit at FBk in my two account damn cool

23.05.11

Soo fun today Bt the weather damn fucking hot lol siann ten after we go cck ite go find Zulaikha ten after tat we go eat waffle leh ten I eat banana chocolate ten my Bf eat cheese waffle ten after tat we call Zulaikha Bt she nvr pick up ten she call bck ten after tat we decided to go woodland pIrces ear lol very cool I finish my full hse I so happy Bt I spend alot on pierce cause fun ma and I dun care the money de sia after tat we take bus to causewaypoint and go banquet eat Zulaikha eat ban new I eat longon lo i tell zulaikha nt sweet ma taste like plain water nt ncel ten after tat Zulaikha said put 7up maybe will nicer really lehh we lucky finish the desert lehh ten after ray we talk a lot of thing ten after tat we decided to go plaza lol cause the ppl cal frmPopular wanna to hire mii I so happy ten I we'd start work I finally cn work cn earn money again I will last long the job till next yrs ten cn study

20.05.11

Today I wake up at 10smething it was so tired till dun wanna wake up like wanna to slp till at night Bt dun wanna la ten I pei myum to go dwn and my father wann to do ocbc card cause I make lose siann damm boring at ther ten after tat nid to wait the card ten after tat redraw the money 500 out and my mum is finish buying the toto ten she ask koi to buy the breakfast I buy duckrice lol it was cry nce and my fravoutite food ten after tat I tel my mum I wanna dare hair ten she allow she ask mii redraw 50 dollor lol damm fuck my money gg finish sia I hate it I wanna to earn money Liao ten after tat I slp bck ten annling kep call mii Bt I nvr answer ten after yay she call again I Pick up ten I say we not at irt ten Wèñ we are walking it was raining we ply the rain ten started to rain so heavily ten we faster take our umbrella and the tunder sound so loud till I shout ten after tat I faster run ten run till the block ten annling kep walking ten we go ajar Mac and eat fries ten eat finish tenn we call Huinee ue wann mit ma she say another 30 min ten we go buy ice-cream and eat lol i so long nvr eat Liao it was so cool lehh hahah ten Huinee come she buy mc spicy meal hajj we kep taking yong leong annling vry happy haha ten we saw huaying small brother ten he kep taking rubbish sia ten after yay we say wanna to go annling hse Put umbrella ten after yay we keeping laugh sia I olso dun noe yy sia ten I walking hme soo tired

19/05/2011

today i wake up around 8.45 so early ten after tat i go bath ten after tat i open music and listen and sty at hme nvr go out ten after tat arrange My thing and make my thing clean and some dun wan trow away and nthing to doo soo boring i waiting for the work ppl to call mii bt nvr lei hw must wait till wen sia i wann to siao leii ..........1pm mit annling at bangkit irt hahah she like siao zha bo lik tat ten we dun noe wanna to go wher ten we decided to go find huinee bt she nt at hme sad lol ten annling said go greendridge shopping centre and walkk lol i said k lol ten we go shop and save and buy orange ten i buy cripy chip and eat lol we walk so long ten reach annling hse so tired bt it is fun beter at hme do nthing .....ten after tat eat finish the chip i drink tiger it was so cool ten we wach video ten after awhile annling slp liao ......... siann

17/5/11 2

i wake up about 9 plus ten i eat mac donald we buy holl set of the meal it cost 15 dolor bt 1 per need to pay 5 doolor ten i tell my sisiter tat mummy gt cook lehh waste my money buying ths waste my money ten about 40 minutes ten mac delivry grl come ten my sisi ask mii to take lol ten i put at my table lol ten we decided to eat ten my bro say like tat nt full de ten my sis say ten ue buy 1 burger is nt cheap ten a meal ten my bro kep quite ten my sister take mt half egg ten i eat finish liao ten i watch the shw waiting for 11 and ten mit annling see weathea she gt call mii ma ten she call mii it was zulaikha phone ten i say to her tast we mit at irt ten we dun noe wann to go wher ten we decided to go vivo ten after tat we in the bus i was vry sleppy ten i slp cause the journey so long ten i listen to music ten finally reach liao ten we go ply the water and walk to to the ktv bt we olso take pic la ten we go ask the price of the ktv 1 person 16 lehh all i pay i spend 50 dollor on ktv i wann to let my frii happy sing lol ten we tak 2hrs sing ten my frii all sing korea song they knw hw to sing i dun noe i jus take pic wen they sing lol ten we are so happy tenwe go the sea ply water and take pic ten after tat mii and zulaikha kep talking about annling bf yong leong ten she happy bt she look like so firce ten after tat we decided to go bugis i wann to see weathea have the hello kitty shirt and i wanna to ex my hair ten we kep waliking bt too many ppl ten after tat i buy 2 shirt spend mii 20 dollor ten after tat we so tired waliking at the street ten i ask zulaihka wann to eat ma ten she say k lol ten we dun noe wanna to eat wat ten we go in the mac bt alot ppl ten we eat kfc ten after tat we go in ten i say we rest awhile ten after tat mii and zulaikha go buy the 2 pc chickem ten the guy kep seeing mii ten he give us 2 more the thing lol ten after tat the chicken is so hot i so preety till ppl wanna to call mii chio bu ten after tat we take bus 960 go plaza lol ten tyhey buy yorget to drink ten after tat we take 920 go hme i open song to listen lol soo boring ma ten so fast reach hme ten i take the lift ten i see the door was closed de i ask my mum to open she dun wann ten finally open the door for mii ten it was tired ten my eye wanna to slp liao ahhahahha

17/5/11

tues is my last day of work i decided to quit my job cause i was nt happy working at ther cause customer kep gve mii addttiue i hate them i fel like giving them a slap bt i dun wann i scared give mii gugu troblem i tahan .........i have alot of stress working i dun like my collage kep repeat the same thing it was vry fann and i love working at ther they increase my pay 100 bt my boss said wann to save in my cpf i dun wann bt no choose if they tell mii early i will nt work cause i think tat is nt enogh to spend .... my boss like mii as a crew cause i knw hw to serve my customer and knw hw to hep them match shirt and my customer say tat i vry pretty i so happy i been working 4 or 5 month lehh wen i first time working it was so difficult for mii cause must knw hw to remember the price and knw wher the thing put wher and arrang the store room and i learn vry fast about 10 day i knw le and my cashier was nt good la bt i only press wrong 1 times tat all and they teach mii hw to refund the price if we key wrong we must the inchange of the machine in ths outlet ppl cause tat they will ask ue for mre money k ten i knw le and i love their shirt in my shop i like to choose the potdot and tut in hahah ten it was time to eat my frii only eat bread ten i eat 2 veg and meat bt i dun like to eat same thing i tell my frii le she kep buying ten i jus eat if nt waste food hungry ma and no customer so sian ten i listen to song lol ten after tat so fast night time ten my frii ask mii ue wann to eat icecream ten i say kk lol ten i go buy ten i reach mac liao i sw same guy ten i tell the guy i wanna 3 icecream cone and 1 mcflury lol ten i quicky go up then i take the life ten i fall dwn till my leg cnnt tahan a bit lol ten i put the icecream cone at gt blood it was so pain ten i go toliet lol and wash up the dirty part ten i go back the icecream started to melt ten mii and my frii eat ten my gugu hep us serve lol ten i eat finish i go wash my hand ten i try to hit my target and get 10 doollor ten after tat no customer liao i go try shirt see weathea i wanna to buy whch 1 ten i decided to buy the chio shirt and it was nce ten i ask my frii at other side she olso say nce lol ten i buy ten after tat about the time to closed ten my frii do te settlement ten i hep her we so fast do finsh is time to go hme ten mii and my gugu waiting for 187 it was so slow ten i reach hme 11 plus lol soo sian i dun like to go back i like to slack w frii in around jp lol hahah end my story sooo tired during all the day i spend my work

Ystd after work I MIT annling and panda ten after tat we dun noe wann to eat watt ten I say I wann to eat MacTen I order nugget meal and mc wing meal tat was so Many I ask panda to help us eat fries ten he or s...insid the fries tenAsk us wann eat ma ten we say dun wann ten I eat till vry full ten eat finish Liao dun noe yy suddenly no mood ten I kep seeing Facebook
I am sad ten panda kep ask mii it is k ma ten u say kk I jus dun
Wan to talk I hate my life

28.03.11

Today I wake up around 10 am ten I fel tired ten somemrre the guy kep shouting till I cnt than already I wake up ten my
Mum buy duck rice miiI scared about my ite result I scared cnt go in I faster online ask my frii ten I call her she Olso nvr answer ten finally online I ask her the result ten she said fail I vry sad yy the world cnt hep us ma I wanna to study leii nvm apply again

27.03.11

Yard I wake up at 9.45 cause Joanna ask mii to call her at 10.45 Wen is time to call her she nvr pick up teni text her she said jus wake up ten I ask her ye eat wat she said drink Milo I said later ue have ur break must eat mre she said k lol ten after tat I watch tv ten minghui suddenly text mii said tat wann to go out ten I said k MIT wat Time ten I said 12.3O MIT at lot one ten she ask mii at wher I said at home she ask mii cn come den Liao ten I walk to talk bus the bus was so long I wait for 20 to 30 min ten the bus come ten finally I cn sit den and listen my song ten I reach lot one 1pm ten my friend haven't reach I call her I said Yy ue haven't Reach she said so many ppl in the bus and waiting ten I said to her I go in lot one shopping and see wat thing have new ten I go in Aries I wanna to steal the hairband bt cnt the sale girl kep looking at mii ten I tell myself forget it lol ten suddenly minghui come Aries and find mii ten after tat we go see ten after tat we go eat she eat wondon noodles I nvr eat I no money ten after fat she ask wher gt sell the hand thing I said only Aries haha she go buy it was vry nce tenn after tat we walk around the shopping it was so boring I lok at the time only 2smething ten after tat we go bhg and we see the wallet and bag it was vry nce ten after tat weak photo it was so nce ten her mother call her ten mii and her wait for her mum ten after tat I tell her 3pm I must go ten it time to go I said to her bye I long time nvr saw her cause I working no time to MIT her ten I go hem I take 190 bus it was so many pol wen reach outside the lot one ten I dun like I like less ppl in the bus ten o reach her around 4 ba ten after tat I go find Annling I at first go zulaikha block and find her dun have ten after tat u go her hme I ask her father Annling nt at hem huh he said she go home ten I call zulaikha Annling with ue ma she said ya ten I ask Annling yy ue MIT her ten she saw she online she ask mii go plaza wanna oo ten Annling ask mii go plaza find her I said must later I very tired cause I walk so long so mre it was hot day for Mi lleg I cnt even walk bt I till walk hme and after tat I reach hme I ask my mum gve mii a cup of cold drink ten I fel beter ten I rest for awhile ten after tar I go bath ten I go dwn and take 190 again and find her I tell her tat ur father wear like ahma again I kep on laugh ten I find them at library ten I ask Annling can I use ur laptop she said cn ten after tat they ask the libarary wan to hire ppl anyo I jus pretent dun noe kep quietly ten after tat zulaikha said wan to eat ten I said ue askk annling ten she said we have MIT 1 guy ploy wan ten after tat we take bus go Cwp ten after tat we eat mac Tgt and we kep laugh shah ten we tak photo Tgt and ply acard and I ply basketball it was fin I like it ten is time to go hme ten after we tak 187 Ten I reach hme around 10 plus tat all

26.03.11

Mii and her finally getting bck I was so happy I hep we will last forever cnt leave each other no materr wat happened we till must coil den and solve our problem and dun always quarrel I dun wish to lik jiaxin and I the nw they already break and be sista ba I noe she till care about mii I always see the fbk wat she write bt she dun dare to tell mii and lik to kep inside her heart I one she fel bry pain she love mii alot bt she only see mii happy can le I dun noe wat her heart think bt I noe she always Think of mii and wait for my SMS hahha she evrytimes Wen break with mii I will fel vry sad and try to text her and said gve mii a chance to treat ue good she said dun wan after 2day she patch with mii again she noe tat cnt without mii in her life and she think nw she break with yuen ling ten tat time she come to jp wanna to be tgt with mii I kena shock I dun one wat happened ten I slowly think tat I till like her and I will accept her and must same with last time so happy hahah this few day she working I cnt MIT her I miss her I wann to see her everyday I will be happy Liao in my heart only cn put her in and no body else.... She till a baby bt she olso vry cute Wen she taking .....since at mos she already like mii bt she nvr she to mii she ask huishan to help her send mii home I tot tat wan is huishan so good ten I finally released tat she is the wan ask huishan to doo she love mii she dub one hw to say I olso dun one she love mii at working place cause she and niacin always ply during working ten I kep the it is jiaxin like Joanna ten this wan is the really wan bt too bad Joanna dun like her tat all and all the crew started to quit only left mii I alone so boring I was vry happy tat we 6 gel always ply de bt mii and Carmen was so closed to each other ten no one care peckchuan and jiaxin they always shout I dun like them haha finally mii and pc was so good and TgT for 1yrs le we till gt contact each other Wen I am free I will go find her she olso bry happy she nw vry Busy in her study I hep she cn go ite haha and wish her jiayou tat all end my story.....

27.03.11

Ite result coming out on 28 march 2011 vry fast Anton two mre day my heart was so scared about the result I hop cn pass and they will let us go cck west at tat sch vry good gt so many course I think mii and frii apply machinists I dun like the course bt no use till must study lol if nt I dun noe wan to do wat in my life keeping on working ma no life de pol will look den on ue so I must work hard in my study and go poly like my god sis is vry hardworking tat yy she will go ther I wish her godluck and jiayou I wish tat I have enough money to study bt nw I nvr work I must find work so tat I can study

26.03.11

today i wak up 10:20 in the morning i fel vry tired sia ten somemre mre leg vry pain till cnt stand anymre le ahah ten i eat duck rice ten after tat i go fbk and see wat new nthing leii ten after tat i sw annling comment mii said tat Sorry June I can't go for work. My father scold me sia ): Then he ask me what time I go back home I say 11.30pm but reach home 12 or 1am he dun like sia walou sia i sad lol work 1day ten quit liao ten pay vry good leii i ytsd work the manager gve mii 5.50 sia i so happy ten after tat they gve us eat the food vry spicy and hot mii and annling like the work bt her father dun let her workk she said oso nvm her father will gve her money to eat de orh ic bt mii leii i wanna faster study dun fel like working vry tired must work sop early i hate it and dun try to force mii if i dun like to do this i will hate ue forever till ue die i wish my ite will be suessesful and cn go good course and study till crazy bt my mum dun let mii study nvm forget it i try my best to earn money lo i fel lik die cause i dun noe wat to do in ths world de ten someone i dun have bf and will be vry lonely in ur life i dun wanna i hpe annling frii cn accept mii ten after i see hw wanna to steady wth him ma i scared leii i wish tat he is a rich guy so tat everything cn buy for mii i wish to buy wallet hp blackberry and bag i wanna to be a richgrl oso so ppl will lok at mii and proud of mii i will be vry happy i wann ths happy life i have .... i wish my angle cn be my sid forever and tc mii till i die lol i geting fat in my life i must on diet and get 40 plus i will be hapy wen i was nt happy i will eat icecresm to let myself cool dwn ten after tat will be fine de i like to drink bubble tea oso .... the end

24.03.10

ysrd i mit annling around 1.30pm lo at zulaihka block ther ten i sae zulaikha olso at ther ten they see the korea movie lol soo boring ten afterrar mii and annling keep quarrel bt it was fun i like ten after tat i askannling to let mii laptop ten i wanna to plygames ten i restaurant city nt fun to ply liao ten i chat wth hanweii ten we olso quarrelsaid wat diao mii ten he vry cute he siad he vry hungry he wanna to order mac to eat ten i dun noe wat he order hahahten i text my frii olso ten i ask wanna to go setosa wth tzeyi ten my frii said tired lol ten i said k lol hha ten so fast 4pm zulaikha said wanna to go hme liao ten she said bye to us we nthing to do lol so boring ten i ask annling wanna to ply swig she said kk ten i said we put our thing at my hse first ten we go and ply lo tenwe walk to pending swig ther wen we walk till ther she sw swig fel lik plying ren after tat we ply the swig ten we ply till siaoo cnt stop bt we fel vry tired ten after we rest awhile hahha ten we go ply the up and dwn den i kep say badword cause it was fun and faster we ply till vry happy lol ten we ply till 5 smething my sisi call miiask mii too tranfer her money 20 dolorten i said k lol ten i ask her ue no money huh ten she said only gt malaysia money ten somemre i olso no singapore money haah ten i tell annling we go home first ten i come dwn again ten ask my mum gt 2dolor to buy drink we vry tist ten after tat she give mii she ask mii dun have money i said dun have money i said i dun have i spent finish my noney liaomii and my frii go buy bubble tea to drink we dun noe chose whch flavour ten we decidec to drink mango milk tea ten i pass to her drink first she drink till half so fast sia ten i ask her yy drink so fast ten she gve mii the stupid the stupid face hahha ten i laughten we drink finish liao ten after tat we go cdac to realax and sit dwn blow aircon it was so cool ten we see the time around 6.15pm ten joanna call mii ten wr said we coming ten after tat we sit at my block thet ten after tat we walk to swig ther lol ten joanna kep walk behind ten i ask her to walk front ten she said dun wan k lol ten after tat she and jiaxin walk ten mii and my frii walk lol ten i tell my frii tat they gt alot of thing nvr tell us lol nvm lol tem we reach alrready ten we ply tat baby vry cute ten we kep talking to him ten annling wanna to baoo him ten he cry we said dun cry ten after tat her grandmother said they only ply w ue ten we kepping laugh lol ten after yat the baby stp crying ten after tat the baby gg home ten i tell annlong tat wanna to go another side and ply ten i ply the thing ten i fall dwn bt nvm haha ten we walk around the forist ther we saw monkey it wad very cute after tat annlimg said wanna to celebate my bday at ther ten i said c first lol ten we said we go c the block it is high antowe ever since before the flor gt 22 flor so high ten after tat we walk den toll the first flor it was fun ten after tat we go 4 flor ten i walk dwn ten other block olso bt difent floor ten i walk till my leg vry paim can exerise and low den can lost weight ten we go find joanna and jiaxin ten they talk ten joanna ask mii to leave ten they leave ten i said to annling i hate them everything olso dun wanna tell us they bad after tat we walk hme ten i tell annling wanna to go bbp ten i said i go hme bath first ten after tat we walk to plaza we reach ther 8 smething like tatwe talk about the ite boii tat annling lik he lik cchan is zulaikha clasmate haha ten after tat we sw jiaxin they all they nvr careus ten i tell annling ue hungry maten she said ya i ask waana to eat fastfood ma she dun wan bt she wan to ba lije jiaxinten said k we go eay kopitam ten she eat fried rice ten i eat jraaly it was vry nce my heart fel beter ha ten we go libary it was closed ten after tat we go place and chargeher laptop ten awhile tne seuilty gurd come said wat is ths tenn we quicky b out ten b in again ten we sit dwn ther and see movie ten we sing ten after tat i ask joanna wanna to mit ma she said k ten i sw her at bbp bustop ther she tak same bus as mii and ten we reach my hse around 10.28 so late liao ten my frii go home liao ten after tat mii and joanna ta under block ther taliking about huishan and jiaxin bt i nt happy i only act happy ten after tat 10.46 i go home i tell her tat we break ten after awhile ue fall alp liao hahah jus the end

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25.03.10

i wth joanna two month liao yy always quarrel about small little thing cause she nw dun care mii anymre hahha i kep said i wanna break ten in the end we break i vry sad she change alot yy tat time she ask mii wanna patch back i should said to her i dunn wanna bt i till love her tat yy i said to her i wanna shee everything olso dun wanna tell mii in her heart we will nt have the last in our life i hate her... We sms till half at nite she tell mii tat i dun wanna to hurt ue so i tell ue i wanna break wth ue she tell mii she till like yuan ling ten i dun fel like sms her aready ten i cnt slp kep thinking maybe they will tgt again i really dun noe i said to myself should i break wth her ma ten i cryy ten after tat i wake up in the moning mmy heart was so pain till i cnt tahan la i fel lik cry cnt walk all she fault make till mii like tat nvm ten we liao ystd is my last time mit her i tell her tat i wanna break wth her she said kk liao forget it

24/03/2011

funny sia ths feew day the guy kep seeing mii sia irratating lol i hate guy lol ask them to look at other grl frm gelyang la hahah is tat i wear till so prety till the guy eye wanna to poke up sia i am so prety

19.03.2011

today 9 am wak up ten i go bath ten after tat i watch tv the chanel doromon vry funny ten after tat i watch and eat breakfast ten my mum buy duck tk for mii i eat till half ten i go tak a drink and drink it was vry spicy and hot till i cnt tahan suddenly i cryy ten i eat till half ten i trow away i dun like tat duck tc oso i lik to maan mee and duck rice this two is my fravouitehaahha

15.03.2010

today is my last day workinq at jurong point top wear jiayan will mis mii cause i always hep her in anything ten nw is time to leave i think they will sad ten i dun noe hw the new crew wth her i think she will cause crazyyy if i gt time i will go visit her and gugugu they treat mii vry good they always give mii thing to eat i gt said thank you yo them i will give them chocolate if i earn moneyy i being working so long about two month bt i quite hapy working wth jiayan even she scold mii bt i jus scold bck we lik frii she vry kindd i hope tat they will tak care of themself haahhaha

10.03:2011

soo cool at nite raining soo cold today i think i will slp well hahha ten tomorw nid to wak up early siann

ystd i wake up around 9 it is cause tat i wanna to repond hair i wait for a long time about 5 hrs to finish bt it was vry fun and interting bt mii and my mother cant find the place at twye cause at ther vry messy ten we call the person tat know hw to repon ten finally find the place ten the girl started heep mii and i watchh tv shw lol bt i fel very slpy i was vry boring ten finally do finish after tat i tak bus go home ten i reach hme ten i quicky chang my shirt ten mit my best frii ten we go find zulailha ten we ply internet ten i chat wth annlong saod wan to go ma bbp ma ten she tell zulaihka said tat mii an to go aready ten i wait for so long ten finally reach bbp ten we go fill up the frm ten nid to answer the ques vry difrent lol i jus anyhw do ten after tat she tell us tomorw come and interview ten we said kk ten after tat we go eat korea about 7 plus mii and my frii share ten after tat we go doll and buy shirt ten buy braaa ten after tat we go libary ten i call joanna cause sshe angryy ten finally k liao ten about time to go home ten i angry wth my bestf ten i nvr said bye to her hahahaha

7.3.11

ystd i working i keping forget something i hate myself hahahah

5.03.11

today i wak up i very slppyy another 10 mre day ten can quit the job ten after tat i go find the near place bbp tat i will work at fairprice good sia i dun noe hw much their pay i vry happy working wth my frii ten we nid to wait for ite result on march 28 so long sia i hpe tat can pass i wan to study i dun wan kep working in my life i wan to let ppl tat i am the cleaver in the world so i will noe alot of frii hahhaha i working in ths place i vry happy my coll was so good wen i leave they wil mis mii de nvrm i will come bck and find them i will mis them and mos manager and frii they vry kindd i love them :)

30.1.11

i wak up at 9 smething ten after tat i eat roti pata it was so nce ten after tat i text my frii till half ten my mum call mii ten i go out ten she ask mii about the work money today bt i off lehh ten i shout at her said tat dun always ask cn i vry stress i fel lik die i dun wan to sty in hs world liao ten about 11 plu i ask yulin to call mii ten we tak about ite and go out to tak tesmo... for nlvl ten she say tat her father dun let her come out i say to her ue ask ur father again she said till the same ten i tell her tat i talk to ur father ten i tak ten i tell her father siad tat mii n yulin go back the sch and gt the school graduation certificate ten he father said k lol ten i mit her at plaza ten we tak 184 bus to schhooll ten on the way i ask her ue wan to see ms pek ma ten she said kkk te we reach aready ten we go office and get the school graduation certificate lol ten we saw mr t.. ,ms wendy,mr toh,ms ong and aunty pad ten i was so happy ten ms pek nvr come dwn ten we decided to call ms pek ten the voice come out ten i ask yulin to answer ten she aswer ten ms pek ask yulin k mah ten she said k lol ten she ask mii to answer ten i answer ten ms pek ask the same question teni ask her can come and find ue ten she said can bt the uncle dun let sia sooo boring ten we decided to go bck plaza yulin said tat she hungry lol ten i oso mit amir ten amir was so slow ten he kep said otw bt we wait till 30 min sia so hot ten we go in the aircon ten we walk around ten we wait for amir at outsid the mac again finally he reach ten we go in the mac and order the food i order mc spicy meal ten yulin order mc chicken meal and ten amir order fish oo meal ten we kep lok at amir ten we take till so happy ten after tat we go cwp to watch movie ten annling tell mii tat she oso wan to watch ten we tak bus go bangkit ten we started walking ten i nvr saw a car passing i omost bang bt luckly amir tell mii ten i annling call mii ten become like tat yy today soo bad day for mii i hate his worlddd ten annling text mii said no nid to gowatch movie ten i tell her all the thing and waste my time ten wen i reach fajar mac ten i ask her to goo ten she goo ten we go lot one and watch the i am no four i dun nce anto ahahha

26/02

on sat i mit annling 1.30 ten she tell mii zulakiha olso wan to follow us ten i was so happy cause many ppl many ma ten after we take bus to jurong point ten annling and zulaikha slp liao ten i dun fall a slp ten i listen to my song ten the bus reach jurong point ten i wak them up ten zulaikha say very thirst ten she ask us we hungry ma ten i say not soo ten annling and zulaikha buy the food and eat i never buy ten after tat i tell zulaikha the soy milk with orea nce sia hahahah ten she buy ten after tat i buy red milk tea it was vry nce i first time drinkk ten we walk around the shopping ten awhile ten zulaikha said wan to use com ten we tak bus go bbp ten it started raininf vry heavy ten we run ten zaikha tell mii fell lik eating hot soup ten i said ya lol hahha ten we decided to eat kfc ten zulaikha and annling eat 2 pc chicken ten i wan eat the ma wat la finish sia en i decided to eat 5.20 it was nce eat till i very full leii ten we go library and use laptop ten mii and annling kepp see the guy cause he taking lik guy i dun like him i pose the pic at fbkk i was vry happyy ten we stay at ther around 9 something lol ten we go shirt and see ten i buy two shirt ten we go arise ten i buy comb ten i steal 1 comb ten i give annling ten after tat we go shoe shop the shoe i wanna to buy bt too expensive next time ten buy la hhaha ten we went to macc ten we order fries to eat ten after eat finish ten we watch movie hahha ten we watchh the show around 10.30 ten we tak bus go home ten we tak the bus ten we kep laugh very funny sia annling

26/02

ystd j tell mii we dun be tgt bt my heart was vry pain i hate her hwwhhww maybe she not i know her th joanna she must lik tat treat miii de ma i treat her so good leii only if busy cant text her ma i thk maybe ths wan ba she really change alot aeady dun know nw she thk abt watt bt she anything cann tel mii ma i can solve for her ma i care her i ask her to drink more water ten she say kk i thkk she havent break wth tat grl bt i will till tryy my best

13/01/10

today i went to ann linq home ten i use the internet ten after she bath ten we go to cck find zulakiha ten we wak around the sch and we go ther and eat ten we go the higher floor and see the place nice anto it was so nce ten we laught till crazy bt we happy .................... bt i goinq ite by arpil i tak sam course wth annlinq secrity course i dun noe fun antoo

6/01/10

ystd i dream tat mii and kevin get bck together i was vry happy i hope my dream will be true wen i wak up all e thinq go missinq i tot this is the really wan T^T Xiaoo xin