7.07.11

i dun noe why i ask my bf come hor he say no enogh time for mii nvm maybe i nt important to you ba and he say only 30 minutes ten go home liao ten he say she bu de mii tat one fade de i think he dun wanna to come i really vry stress na i feel like wanna to break le everything is a lie i dun even trust him in my life i really dun noe hw i gve him a lot of chance le in the end i get nthing wat is this i really hate ue ba i am the outsider ba i ask ue to play basketball ue say only litter time for ue watever la i dun wanna to care anymre and i vry stress feel like smoking i was so angry tat today i ply basketball till half le ten the another person come ten they ask mii to join their group i only goal 1 le hahah diao lame sia after tat they ply nvr let us ply and say sry for wat ask them to fuck off la if i saw them i will stare at them and i will nt give them ply and dun gve them face olso i will hate them .... this feel day i come tat thing i feel bad mood and all the thing nt so smooth sia de and i dun noe wat to do and i wanna to try to save money and buy ipad 2 ba hahahah vry ex lehh i will try my best de anything i wanna i will get in my life no nid parent support mii de.......