3.08.11

this few day i was vry stress so i keep smoke many i dun noe why i cnt tahan and cn et mii cool dwn and my mood will gt better wen i bad mood i keep scold at my best friends and bf sry for scolding ue and i cnt control my temper and i kep like wanna to cry and alot of thing at my mind i think alot e i wish i cn die i really dun wanna sty at this world anymre le my mum kepp na at mii say tat this job will nt last long de lol wil de i like this job bt i dun ike the aunty they so irrataing and fan mii keep ask this and tat they cn see ma ask stupid question and i gve them properly the money and they scold mii say tat ue cn gve properly ma no repect and shout at mii i nt scared them hor they nt mine who wat why must listen to them lol ask them to fuck lol their mouth cnt stup up mehh kep say we new wanna dun noe i will do properly let them like mii de lol even i come only 8 day lol cn i earnt alot of thing and everyday must come early to check the product gt change ma and it was a tiring day for mii after i end work i nid to walk fajar to bangkit sia we decided to work till we start schh sia nvm la try hard to earn money i nid to settle my bill and today i receive my bill it was 100 dollor somthing and i poor iao sia my money and i keep spend money sia till i no money lehh it kk la earn back lo hahaha jud=s kidding joke only and i everyday i wake up like go to schh lehh and till sometimes i cnt wake up sia sian ahahha and i wish to do aot of thing lehh bt cnt my bf nt allow mii to doo and i listen song and stress everytimes i dun cnt be prefect de i hate it aways kena scold de i dun noe why i hate my mother i hope she cn go another contry and dun come back e if she cn like my bf mum mre good sia and i always quarrel wth my bf sia i aways wanna to break and we kk lehh gg 4 month le he gve mii dolphine le i so happy i love him thank for the present muack lehh i gve ue jacket tat ue choose de we all so happy and wil last long de and wen i nt happy ue sayang mii ue are a kind person tat i love ue and i hungry ue cook for mii thank baby and ue aways send mii hme and i treat ue good de and ue understand mii nt like my ex nt good treat mii like tat and he dun even care mii de o love him olso no use de so i gve up le on him and love my bf nw tat wanna is pass dun think hate him siann