22.7.11

Today is my sad day I think about last time hw my frii treat mii and my best frii annling I crying till my heart pain annling ue always the best to mii and u vry stress and hw to make us to be bestfrii again ue must trust mii why I lie to ue is tat I really wanna to go his hse Bt I dun dare to tell ue I scared Tat u dun wanna to talk to mii and frii mii le my mood is totally pain cause I cnt without frii in my life tat time I tell ue before le frii always important to mii in my life ue olso sometimes we always quarrel I really hate ue Bt I tell myself nt to hate ue cause we sty Wth each other 6 yrs lehh always can settle de is tat ue know I read ur blog I was vry sad actually I dun wanna To say ur mum die de cause ue always do this to mii always to scold mii Wèñ I do something wrong I say to ue sry I will nt blame ue de I will forgive ue and I will try talk to ue always let mii disappointed de ue see last time ue no money who let ur is mii le ur bestfriii knw ur hse poor ten mii Bt I nvr look dwn at ue know ma I olso like tat de wat ad ue treat Zulaikha nt same le always listen to her and everything olso tell her I say to you le keep sercet in the end ue tell her all the story ue gt repect mii ma I knw I tell tat I go ite will find best frii is fake de I wanna see Tat ue gt angry ma we always tell each other Wèñ ue nt happy ma and I gve ue alot of good thing I ask ue to treat mii thing ue nvr say tta I dun have money le nvm ba in ur mind am I good to ue ma ue think properly la it hurt mii and I fund work I olso wanna to be Tgt Wth ue and I will nt scared Bt ue always let mii sty alone say tat tired la dun wanna wrk Liao this is wat ppl think tat ue are the bad person who treat them like tat and I was vry happy to ply Wth ue and chat I dun why ue change alot nt de annling I know le dun be the bad person to mii be good ue see anything ue olso copy mii this is hw we are always Tgt share thing Tgt nt others and ue tell Zulaikha thing nvr tell mii I am ur Best frii lehh I Will nt say out de ue knw tat time I write I hate ue it u cause ue do tat to mii and the money I let to ue nvr return mii I gve ue time lehh I wait so long in the end I get nthing be a responsibility in anything ue do Wèñ Ue are sad anything I help ue solve or tell Zulaikha to help ue I vry kind de I hope tat ue read this story hope ue understand and be frii dun be emery I dun wish too happy in our life in ite we olso like tat kk ma