24.7.11

This is the last day we have fun Cause tmrw start work Liao cnt ply anymore Wahh too bad and earn alot money ma so tat we cn gO korea and ply this is my dream cause I nvr go ther before I hope cn gO Wth Bf Bt he cnt go oversea lehh I wanna he go with mii and peii mii and I wish to bring my frii go olso they olso like ther haha we will try very hard and jiayou Wth our work Bt tat wanna only next yrs Wèñ holiday ten goo must wait for 7 month like tat I think soo hahah so funny rite haahh and their Korea food olso nce de I will try de if I gt money ahha eat till we crazy de hahah actually we wanna to go bugis de annling say dun wanna ten after tat say Tat wanna to go jp and walk lol I wanna to see my frii last time working at ther de I already quit Bt I miss them and chat lol my Gugu ask mii wanna to come bck ma I say dun wanna la she so good Bt their pay good sia 1200 so many I cn buy alot of thing Bt I dun like the job lehh must shout tat customer will come in de sian so tired Bt mii and Jiayan only try to get the target so tat we cn use the money to eat ma tat time I Wth her I vry happy she olso and she everything olso copy mii walou damm fking lame sia after talk to them le we go shopping and see gt boy shirt anto I wanna to buy for him at his birthday coming soon this sat I sdun noe I cn off anto my working place they say cnt off sat lehh I will try to ask tmrw see hw lol I hope tat they will gve mii a chance to celebrate Wth him and olso our 3 month le Haha and have goo memerios haha and I wann to buy the bag for him de Bt I dun noe I mOney he like the bag and cn bring to sch le. I will try de And I will try bugis buy hw much lol I dun noe same anto lehh if nt same price I cn buy I think he will like my present de baby haha ten we walk and walk alot of times in jp lehh after tat we say wanna to eat sushi ten we choose ten annling treat mii I thank her and we enjoy eating haha it was fun after eating we look at thing lol Bt in the end nvr buy anything dun have money lol all the shirt vry nce lehh I wish to buy lehh my bank all spent finish lehh sian after tat we go Mos eat fries and croqreete and it was nce after tat we go buy the soyo ice-cream I have the voceher buy one get one free lol Bt taste bait nt nce I nvr eat this before lehh haha ten we sit dwn and talk talk lol and so windy and after tat about 7pm lehh we go bbp see something lol ten we go earthdoll still de sme nvr change de they only sell 10 de Bt I buy alot Of cloth ther haha and my pocket wanna to have a hole at ther le it kk la happy jiu hao ten we walk back hme ten I wanna to ply swig again we reach ther around 7 ba haha ply awhile we go hme le we nvr stp at all soo fun and enjoy our last day Wth frii and I send annling hme at irt ten after tat I saw yulin I talk to her ten I reach hme around9 plus ten go hme slp lehh

23.7.11

Early in the mrning I head the sound vry loyd sia so irritating sia ten I wake up I saw the time only 850 only le my mother and father go out sia ten I was vry hungry sia Wèñ siting dwn watch tv lehhi waiting for my mum to buy food vry long sia ten after tat she call mii say tat u oneself take 2 dollor and take my brother 50 cents ten go buy food ten I dun noe wanna to eat lehh ten after tat I thunk tat I loves the fried mee cause they change ppl sia ten I say I wanna fried mee ten she gve mii keay t and bee hoon sia she vry blur sia I think she new wanna ba hah nvm it k cn eat cn le haha no nid think so much hahah after tat I eat finish le nthing to do ten I listen to song so boring at hme ten Yulin and zhehao come and find mii say ue wanna to find Nadzirah ma ten I say kk lol ten we talk irt le Nadzirah say tat she vry busy lehh no time haha cause I long time nvr saw her lehh miss her ten I at phoxi go dwn ten take 187 bus go find my Bf lol I reach le at ther about 12:3O ten he say so fast kk nw I go fetch ue and I buy ur fv chicken wing haha he vry good and care mii I love him ten I go hus hse ten he haven't eat finish sia the breakfast de he go dwn and buy de I open the laptop see gt any comments ma or cn chat Wth them haha Ten we go rest and the sis and grandmother all slP sia ahha ten only left the Mei Mei and aunt lol haha after awhile ten we go ply swig we till nid to walk to 200 block ther ten cn ply lehh bt i keep laugh and will nt bad mood and we chat olso de I long time nvr ply de I was so fun and take alot pic Wth my Bf and the last day Wth himm so happy de my Bf keep look at mii and will miss mii de Bt he will try to come de haha I wanna him to come I will miss him and wanna to see him he good anto if I work I till cn see him he is a repectfully to mii and good after plying swig we walk back hme it was so hot and tired ply tat and we was so tirstly tat wanna to drink water le reach hme rest awhile prepare to eat le his mother cook all tofu sia So good and healthy no vegetable lol haja gt my fv Tou ya , Tou kan and tofu I talk about my bro thing I and Mei Mei kep laugh till no stop leii and I lie dwn at the floor I cnt tahan and I try to cool mysel dwn haha all like eat finish le I haven't lehh I dun noe why lehh I think I cnt eat Liao lehh Bt nvm la jus eat ppl cook for ue must repect them and try their food nce anto haha eat finish le Mei ask mii to ply badminton wth her ten my Bf wash plate I wanna to help him Bt I nid to Ply if nt the small Mei Mei angry lehh I ply Wth her I vry happy and the time already 8 pm le his mother say go bck early cause gt the die ppl at dwnstair hahha and take care after tat Wèñ we walking to talk bus the bus gone le We till nid to wait the bus come at 9 pm ten come le ten I dun wanna him to leave him I will miss him and think of him and gt one child was vry guai LAN say asmi ten after nthing he will kena fuck ten knw I hate this kind of ppl I damm angry forget it ba ten we stand awhile ten gt place to sit le ten we listen song I hug him ten after tat Yulin Bf call mii say ur nw at wher I say I at the bus la haha why nthing pol I go dwn the bus he was at ther hahah ten j ask him why ue at here ten he say wait for Yulin ten I say kk the time was 935 like tat only sia ten I sty and talk lol ten go up la I hope I dun work cn everyday see baby Bt I nid to pay my bill and cnt everyday dry at hme do nthing and must support hme our hme was so poor nvm we till have food to eat everything kk this is wat I wanna de I go bath ten rest

22.7.11

Today is my sad day I think about last time hw my frii treat mii and my best frii annling I crying till my heart pain annling ue always the best to mii and u vry stress and hw to make us to be bestfrii again ue must trust mii why I lie to ue is tat I really wanna to go his hse Bt I dun dare to tell ue I scared Tat u dun wanna to talk to mii and frii mii le my mood is totally pain cause I cnt without frii in my life tat time I tell ue before le frii always important to mii in my life ue olso sometimes we always quarrel I really hate ue Bt I tell myself nt to hate ue cause we sty Wth each other 6 yrs lehh always can settle de is tat ue know I read ur blog I was vry sad actually I dun wanna To say ur mum die de cause ue always do this to mii always to scold mii Wèñ I do something wrong I say to ue sry I will nt blame ue de I will forgive ue and I will try talk to ue always let mii disappointed de ue see last time ue no money who let ur is mii le ur bestfriii knw ur hse poor ten mii Bt I nvr look dwn at ue know ma I olso like tat de wat ad ue treat Zulaikha nt same le always listen to her and everything olso tell her I say to you le keep sercet in the end ue tell her all the story ue gt repect mii ma I knw I tell tat I go ite will find best frii is fake de I wanna see Tat ue gt angry ma we always tell each other Wèñ ue nt happy ma and I gve ue alot of good thing I ask ue to treat mii thing ue nvr say tta I dun have money le nvm ba in ur mind am I good to ue ma ue think properly la it hurt mii and I fund work I olso wanna to be Tgt Wth ue and I will nt scared Bt ue always let mii sty alone say tat tired la dun wanna wrk Liao this is wat ppl think tat ue are the bad person who treat them like tat and I was vry happy to ply Wth ue and chat I dun why ue change alot nt de annling I know le dun be the bad person to mii be good ue see anything ue olso copy mii this is hw we are always Tgt share thing Tgt nt others and ue tell Zulaikha thing nvr tell mii I am ur Best frii lehh I Will nt say out de ue knw tat time I write I hate ue it u cause ue do tat to mii and the money I let to ue nvr return mii I gve ue time lehh I wait so long in the end I get nthing be a responsibility in anything ue do Wèñ Ue are sad anything I help ue solve or tell Zulaikha to help ue I vry kind de I hope tat ue read this story hope ue understand and be frii dun be emery I dun wish too happy in our life in ite we olso like tat kk ma

21.07.11

Ystd I go my Bf hse i was so happy ten after tat fetch the small sister and we reach ther early sia the weather was so hot lol till I cnt tahan lucky her meii come out lehh trn after tat go hme his grandmother at hme ten i call her ten after tat I open the com I wanna to see FBk and change my Bf blog sia his wanna very different sia I dun noe I think first time is like tat one de ten after tat my Bf say tat I dun care the cook lehh I wanna to eat le ten he go take porridge is pernut I see le I say eeeeeee ten my Bf go living eat ten he say Evertime I cook wad u will say eeeeeee u never even eat huu say eeeeeee u dun noe hw I feel in my heart haha I tell ue wad I feel I feel sad n dispointed I wont cook let ue eat or see le won't le dun like tat la every food I cook ue say eeeeeee wher gt today I cook this u olso eeeeeee dun have loo kidding Ue only ma dun take so serious ma nvm I really dun like to see ue say eeeeeee le IDw see anymrebi want cook let ue see le or try le I wanna try dun like tat le say le I will sad de dun sad I always at ur side Wth ue I cook ue say eeeeeee I mre sad I very sad ue knw I wan ue to support me in my cooking but ue keep say eeeeeee we quarrel again he like tat ten I sd the com I say dun sad la next time I will try and say nce de even nt nce kk ma ue like tat my heart pain after tat he kk Liao he wanna to laugh I say laugh la why dun wanna laugh lehh he keep smile sia so funny sia and cute sia and I have settle the problem Wth him le I was happy le if nt cnt settle le will gt w... T de I scared tat he will leave mii I think he won't de he so care and sayang mii he will always at my side at my life I love him after tat we rest awhile ten we go jp he wanna to eat ice-cream I long time nvr eat Wth him le like last time he always wait for mii to end work and eat ice-cream ten walk and ten take bus go hme tat time I like him I have the feeling of him ten I ask him ue wanna stead Wth mii ma he say kk lol we go see my wring frii last time at top wear I go visit Jiayan ten after tat we talk alot ten she ask mii wanna to go see Gugu ten I say I scared ten I dare to go she nvr see anything she smile at mii And till cn talk to her I vry happy ten after tat we go ntuc buy chicken my Bf say I love to eat so he buy and go hme cook for mii he was so kind I love it after buy finish le take bus go hme lol hahaha ten do the chicken ten his Ahmad cook my fv veg I vry happy hahah ten he mother come bck le ten her meii kep d... Us ten my Bf was vry angry after tat her sis come bck say tta she vry tired and my Bf say help to her sis and her sis dun wanna help him ten after tat he cry again say tat his bro bully her again I was vry scared sty at 1 side watch them ten my Bf ask mii to come dwnn ten we go living at sit dwn wait for her mum to bath finish ten cn eat le ten we eat dinner at 7 pn hahah eat finish at 8pm ten after Tat I was so full ten I sit dwn at sofa my Bf washing plate ahhaha It was so kindly help her mum wash so guai I like it after washing we watch the shw call aii vry nce ahhah 9 pm go home le ten we buy drink hahah ten after tat wait for bus we take 187 trn Wèñ we go in I say one child was so cute I touch her hahaha ten she was so happy olso dun le we wait to sit olso lucky gt sit le we sit and listen song so fast reach cck le ten we gg to reach my hse I go dwn I saw my mum frii scared mii dia lucky I faster pull my Bf away ten after tat I saw Zulaikha and annling at my block sia ten we go another life hahah I think they stalker mii Na hahah we faster hide ahhah after I go hme I bath lehh so cool and tired after 1 day

20.07.11

Woohh I so early wake up I saw the time was 845 like tat I was so tired and the weather So hot till tat I wanna to wake up le I till wanna to slp de Bt cnt lehh 10 am till gt interview at shop and save de ten I bath finish le my bestfrii ask mii cn walk to his hse ther ten I say cn Wèñ I walk I was so tired and is fling hot I dun like and I reach her hse around 930 ba I saw my Hp time was wrong timing de I must go and change ten after tat we wait for the time ten about 935 we go fajar ten it was so early ten we go Mac and ait dwn nthing to do and I was so scared I kena interview 2 time le Bt I have experience they will hire mii de I do cashier and annling do packing her pay only 4 dollor mine is 450 I was so happy tat I find job Liao and cn pay for my Hp bill I no nod to worry anymore and till cn save money after tat we was so hungry ten I buy mee and my frii eat veg ahha my frii say tat she wanna to work all the way I olso have frii work Wth mii mre good sia and I wanna to on diet eat less and cn be thin haha this is my wish ten after tat go my frii hse and watch the bang bang tang shw till 2hrs ba after tat I say 2 pm go my hse ten after tat go to ite she say kk ten she go bath after bath go to my hse ther I wanna to change shirt and bath it was so hot ten we take bus to ite she wann to mit Zulaikha ten after at we go Zulaikha class tue Yi goring keep see us lol my frii was so happy to see his like the person ten after tat I say we go general office they say cnt go in haha ten we dun noe wanna to go wher ahha after tat we metric eat the rice again ten eat finish I go my Bf hse again I was vry happy cn see him again Bt cnnt peii annling at ite I vry sad actually is her turn Bt I gve my Bf I was vry bad haha is kk la tmrw her turn ma hahaha dun angry forgive mii ten I reach my Bf block Bt he nvr fetch mii I was so sad I own self go up ahha and he always nvr reply mii he so damm busy nvm la ten I go in his hse hahah I was so tired I olso dun noe why ba I think walk Many sia ten after tat I tired ten he ask mii ue angry huh ten I say I nvr huh I only tired and stomache pain dun wanna to talk ten he olso vry sad ten I pull him to sit dwn and I ask him ue dun like Tat cn antoo baby ten after tat we kk Liao ten awhile is dinner time I eat Wth his family I was so happy and his mum is so good he wanna me to study and I wanna to be a nurse this is my wish I hope cn I see hw first I haven't ask my mum yet hahah after eating I wanna to write blog no time lehh haha listen to song after tat he send mii hme he like Chang Liao lehh no mre care mii lehh I was so sad I dun noe I dun wish to become like tat hw hw I really dun noe I wish we cn last long we gg to be 3 month le so fast mii and my ex only 2 wek Bt my Bf really vry good to mii I thank him I love him muack jus nw gt boy text mii I dun noe who lehh I kep ask him who are ue Bt he day ue knw de he say he is the Kevin frii I cnt think whoo lehh ten after tat he vry guai an this no vry sim lehh I till cnt think who trn I scold him ue wanna to tell mii ma ten after tat my Bf talk to mii dun text my gf hor he vry angry I olso ten he wasting my time Wth my Bf hug and kiss and I vry worried my Bf he vry angry de scared mii and I faster post at FBk gt ppl reply my frii pc say tat this is weekiat noo I forget lehh text mii for watt I hate him he like tat treat my frii ask him ho die la stupid idit

i mit annling at 1 ba ten she ask mii to go her hse ten i go ol ten the fucking weathea is so hot till i cnt tahan sia i blame her why ue ask mii to go ur hse hahaha her hse aways so far i til nid to walk frm bangkit to fajar i feel so tired lehh it k lol can saw her can e if nt i scared she nt at hme lehh i hate it i find her she always nt at hme de last time i dun noe lehh she like abit crazy de i think she hate mii lehh can see the face de if i cnt tahan i will gve her the slap using my hand i will nt gve chance we will jus break our friendship in ths world ba even we are 6 yrs frii she nvr pretent mii like frii and always wanna to act big infront of mii and i dun wish to be frii wth her and i only treaat her like normal frii and wen she gt problem in money i wil try to et her bt she nvr return mii i will ask her to gve mii al the money i let ue de cause it is my money if i get back i till cn save for my life wth my bf hahah kidding la and i will treat frii cause they are important to mii if i dun have them i will die ehh wen i was sec3 i cut my hand and alot of blood coming out i was scared bt i try to coo dwn lehh ten dun care mii my friiend boy tell my teacher nt to gve her penknife again lehh ten i tell my frii why ue wanna to tell i til wanna to cut lehh i wanna to die in my life i was so lonely no one care mii and they always think tat i am the selfish no lol i was so kind de and i am friendly nvm i jus et it go ba no frii i cnt do anything cnt tell them i have problem i ony make frii wth boy they olso good la after tat my frm teacher knw a the thing lol she will try to hep mii to talk to my frii and ask them to forgive mii and gve mii a chance to be frii hahaha i knw willl de 1 day la dun worry i always eat alone no one pei mii and always everyday alone go home lehh hahah end my story after tat awhile nid to wait for her father wake up take money de ten wake him up cnt lehh he like die lehh suddenly wake up lehh ten we go out lehh ten after tat she say she wanna to change money ten i wait for her de ten after tat we wait for bus at bangkit 187 bus ten we go ite it was vry little ppl lehh ten after tat i ask my best frii wanna to eat ma she say wanna to eat at medtric we eat western the rice and the thing only 1 dollor so cheap hahaha ten after tat we kep go in the action culary art and see zulaikha do wat hahah her class ma ten inside the boy was vry handsome de hahaha they look at mii de after tat we sty at outside so boring ten we go staircase and see my show at my hp de ahahah wait for zulaikha to end sch lol she end at 4;30 hahahh ten after tat they say wanna to eat ten they eat again ten they eat lo i nvr i listen to song hahah ten after tat i tell they a tat my bf wanna to come they say kk ol ten after tat i saw zulaikha eye swalen i saw le so poor thing ten after tat she say pain ten after tat she using ice to crover her eye hahaha after tat we walk till half ten we say my bf and his frii and the hand holding the food tat is nesi lemak hahaha ten after tat we dun noe wanna to go wher ten after tat we sit dwn and my bf say tat he was vry hungry wen he open the food ten i dun like the fish it look like nt nce ehh ahahha till gt egg my bf eat till half the food ten dun wanna lehh ten he kena scold by madam yi ping it was so poor thing ten i dun noe hw to do to let him cool dwn let him alone cool dwn first ten i talk to him ba ten after tat he go trow away the food it was so waste ten after tat he say wanna to go away ten i was vry sad i wanna to call him de bt i cnt ehh i olso dun noe why a my fault ten his hand was kena cut again my heart pain again i wan to sayang him de i hope tat i go his class mre good sia haha cn take care him and aways feed him wen break time de hahaha i think he will be vry happy de hahaha
ytd we otw to lot one to watch movie we reach ther e ten we reach the cinema to watch transformers ten the time was 2115 ten we say so late liao wed ten watch lol we was so disspointed nvm la till gt chance to watch the la dun worry my dear frii anning i knw ue like to watch de wait for wed kk haahaha in the bus she keep touch my hair i dun like ue always touch my hair and without my permission i was vry angry and dun blame mii till nvr talk to ue ten she kep ask mii i dun wanna to answer her ten she say dun like tat lehh hahah i dun care her i ingore after tat we go libary i was so sad and feel dun wanna to talk to anyone cause my bf he dun wanna care mii i was so sad i wanna he always at my side wen ever i go in my life she at ther pying com i was so boring mii and zulaikha do nthing lehh ten they at there so happy nvr care mii nvm lol at ther thking something dun noe wat to do hw i really dun noe i nid a angle say tat ue next wanna to do watt haiii ............... ten after tat he sty at school wrh chun kit and til dun wanna to go hme so ate le i vry worry and ask him wher ue he was so sad u knw i in kitchen today get scolding thee knife cut until me the food idk hw to cook i 1st time cook i cook untill try my best today i aredy vry sad i cook my own food i knw nt good so i sad meet u le my mood bacome happier but in the end u say al the caring u jus tell me eeeeeeeeeeeeee

17.7.11

In the mrning my stupid bro open the song so loud till I wanna to wake le ten my small bro wake mii up say tat wanna to eat med le ten I wake up after tat I eat fried mee trn eat med I eat le I feel my head getting heavy it was vry pain hw I hate it won't k de I think must drink mre water and rest ten i listen song it was so boring at hme later my baby boy come and fetch mii to his hse i was so happy tat he care mii so many and worry mii ystd I feel cool I wear jacket and ten watch tv ten after tat pei my small bro go out eat something I olso starting to hungry le Bt I till eat bait Bt it was so full ten wait for him to eat finish he eat vry slow sia and dun noe to eat hahha I watch liang po po it was so funny acrualy he is boy de he act like grl hahha ten after tat he kena gaster bit ten all hurt ppl come and help him ten after tat he find a place to slp ten after tat a couple olso slp ther they wanna to kiss le kiss till the liang po po ten all go poice station ten all dun like each other ten say each other like tat only ma why must make so many problem ma haha I like the show hahah after tat watch finish and start feel vry tired wanna to slp ten after tat I lying at my bed ten awhile I slp le my small bro till watch the tv till my mum come back ahha

16.07.11

Since ystd my head keep pain I cnt tahan I eat alot of med till nt well I cnt slp and finally I listen song ten cn slp lehh if nt I dun noe wanna to do watt and cnt go out I go see doctor I nid to wait my turn it was So many ppl today I no energy I olso dun noe I think is thur ply basketball ten become like tat the doctor must drink mre water and rest and ply till crazy lehh till dun wanna stp is tat I wanna pratice and get good basketball player and try to Win guy and I till cnt trow the last abc sian Wèñ ten I cn I try alot aready pls let mii go in I was so strong till boy wanna mii to join their group ... I was so happy why I always head pain de I will nt say I wanna to die le I promise my Bf I will be strong and live Wth him in this world nt to leave him alone and he will take care if mii if I have any problem I was so happy and will think of happy thing in memerios ba In my life I wanna a silent place so tat I will nt. Be stress and I wanna to see dolphins and water this is my wish and my rs will last long de nt easily gve up try my vry best to help my Bf he already do many thing for mii I must gve him back de jus nw I wanna to tidy my shirt I go up ten I a bit giddy I scared I will die I always faint de I olso dun noe why the world ue cn tell mii ma and gve mii a angle to protect mii and anything help mii doo wher are ue

15.july.11

friday again i wake up so early today i 0lso dun no why lehh ten after tat go bath lol ten eat breakfast i eat roti pata ahhah it was so nce ten after tat listen to song again and ytd i ply basketball my frii annling win mii sia hahaha sian we ply till siao ten after tat at night ten the ppl ply match agin so sian hahah ten after tat we go to library agin lol really vry boring nthing to do havent find job i wanna to have money so cn buy anything i wanna de

Today I 1pm MIT my stead ten I take bus 187 and wait for him cause he having break so I pei him eat kfe he order zipeer ba I eat snacked it was vry happy this is my first time eating Wth him after Tat we eat finish le ten after tat we go walk at lot one after tat we go pet shop he like to see haster It was so cute Bt smelly lehh I like too haha ten I go popular see book long time nvr go ther le still de same Bt nt like bbp ba I miss them hah after tat we go up and dwn so tiring Bt is fun and they hiring job I was thinking tat wanna to work anto I nid to settle my bill haha ten after tat I pei my Bf go take bus go back this sch and he take 985 ba ten after tat the bus go I go take 190 bus go hme ten after tat wanna to slp cnt lehh sian nid to write letter to my baby I write finish le this is the third letter I gve him de I hope tat he always read Wèñ he nt happy de ten after tat so fast 4 le I go charge my Hp ten listen song ahaha ten I ask my mum today gt cook she say dun have ask mii go buy ten I buy duck noodles western and vegetable ten after tat come back ten take bus to MIT my Bf cause he end sch at 5pm ten after tat take bus to his hse hahah he at bus read my letter hahah ten after tat her mum come back le always say hug Tgt nt hot mehh her mum j ba haha ten after tat we lie at his bed ten the time was 8 le ten we go buy food ten her meii olso follow I buy chicken rice frm western it was so nce haha after eat finish the food it was 9 le so fast ten my Bf send mii hme ten we wait for the bus ten we go in it was so hot nt cold haha ten after tat we talk till so fast reach hme ten till gt 20 min to talk ten we sit at badminton court haha after tat go up le it was a good day for mii

11.07.11

Everytimes ask mii find ue all itself la ue think job so easy find Mac olso dun wanna to hire us so bad them actually I olso dun wanna to wrk this olso I wanna to work shop and save de annling dun wanna cause gt cashier she say later s of money nid pay and nid math olso I say nvm still gt mii and they will teach ue de no nid scared de haha she kep dum wann nvm alot of frii ask mii to work Wth them I dun noe wann to go Wth who lehh I dun dare to reject my frriii they are important to us and I will try help them find de all my frii no more study they olso nid to work so tired lehh nextyrs ten study nvm we till gt 4 month to go no nid scared we will try our best to go in next yr dun gve up ue still gt chance de Jia you I dun noe wanna to find which job le I wish to go back cause the pay higher Bt I dun wish to wrk no choice nid to help my mum to pay the air con and tv lol we ask then to buy lol .... My god mother gt heart cancer my mum anytimes will times I wish she was fine and sty health cnt die she till gt children dun treat her like tat gve her a chance to live and sty happy I wish her she cn recover hahah in my life jus wanna to be happy

11.07.11

This few day I keep going my Bf hse frm mrning to at night it was fun and we chat and we lying dwn and slp Tgt I like it I hope everyday olso like tat and I eat Wth his grandmother and grandfather they treat mii and my Bf sister order spicy fish and veg it was so spicy till mii and my Bf cnt tahan the chili ten we kep drink the barley hahah lucky we all eat finish le I was so happy first time saw them and they olso friendly de I love them I hope tat they cn become my mother lol my Bf olso vry happy after tat eating finish my Bf and ah gong ah ma talk he so repect them kk ten after tat we sun noe wanna to go wher ten we go walk and help his mum buy something for her meii trn after tat sty at his hse awhile ten go hme I no stress olso gt smoking my Bf like dun like I smoke lehh I olso dun good watt won't die de ten I eat chocolate I was so nce I gve my Bf and Mei eat haha is time to go hme ten we take bus ten we chat ten so fast reach hme le I vry scared I pregrent cause cnt tell de Bt I think won't de haha my Bf family I think start to like mii le I nt scared anymore haha 20 mre day my Bf bday wanna to come I dun noe wanna to buy wat for him hw I think I buy for him shirt ba I will buy cheap de kk ma won't waste so much money and we will go jp make cake olso hope tat he will like it and I hope the wish tat he make will be true I love to sty at his side I gt the feeling so cool and nothing will happened to us and I dun wanna to quarrel anymore it was so tired always be happy and jiayou last long our realaship nt to break anymore and sty cool dwn Wèñ ue gve any problem ue cn tell each other kk ma love ue baby miss ue kiss you and dun forget this letter I write for ue always remember in your heart ....

8.07.11

today is a windy friday and it was vry hot olso and i lying at my bed olso cn slp sia ten i slp 2 hrs till i wake up ten after tat annling all mii using the blocked no ten i answerr ten i mit her at bangkit irt ten after tat we top up ten we take 171 bus go mandai to see her mum she have nthing to say her leh ten after tat we go liao after tat i saw a lot of baby wen they small they die le so poor thing lehh and i wish to die olso le siann ten afterr tat we go back to bangkit take 190 bus come to lot one to find my bf lol ten after tat we go eat steam boat only 5.90 only ten we share money to eat so full sia and it was spicy olso lehh hahah ten night time no nid to eat le ten after tat we go court and see the ipad it was so nce and i will get to buy soon ten we saw chunkit and my bf ten they wanna to go interviewten ten he ask mii wann to goo ma i havent top up my money hw to go sia ten he say frii always so important to ue hor ten mii nthing else la he was so dispointed and sad ten i dun noe wat to do le he say no matter wat i do i treat ue good i till cant win your friends ten i say no lol today our turn u still decided to gve yr friiends and yr 1 wrd say dun wana go jiu dun wann go la no la vry far ten i havent top up not far jus nearby take bus 50 ents can le cnt la i nt student anymire le and u havent top up ue cn tell mii we can go top up 1st ma ue can peii annling go out ten peii mii ue say cants lors tat bus is shuttle bus who take bus who olso 50 cents same watt wher gt same annling ue peii ten mii ue dun peii and is my turn today ue tilldecided gve frii the time i will de baby ue always say will but always end up will nt aha hahahah we today really nting to do sia kep walk around siahahaha

7.07.11

i dun noe why i ask my bf come hor he say no enogh time for mii nvm maybe i nt important to you ba and he say only 30 minutes ten go home liao ten he say she bu de mii tat one fade de i think he dun wanna to come i really vry stress na i feel like wanna to break le everything is a lie i dun even trust him in my life i really dun noe hw i gve him a lot of chance le in the end i get nthing wat is this i really hate ue ba i am the outsider ba i ask ue to play basketball ue say only litter time for ue watever la i dun wanna to care anymre and i vry stress feel like smoking i was so angry tat today i ply basketball till half le ten the another person come ten they ask mii to join their group i only goal 1 le hahah diao lame sia after tat they ply nvr let us ply and say sry for wat ask them to fuck off la if i saw them i will stare at them and i will nt give them ply and dun gve them face olso i will hate them .... this feel day i come tat thing i feel bad mood and all the thing nt so smooth sia de and i dun noe wat to do and i wanna to try to save money and buy ipad 2 ba hahahah vry ex lehh i will try my best de anything i wanna i will get in my life no nid parent support mii de.......

6.07.11

Ystd I feel like drinking bubble tea ten we walk 2bus it was tiring ten after tat Wèñ we walking on the way the boy was kena bang by a car they call him wake up the boy nvr wake uP ten he have a lot of blood and I was so scared I olso dun one yy he like fly in the road like tat I was so sad after tat the sister cry I thk so olso dun one wat happened ten gt a lady call poice ten after tat the Amblance cOme I pray the boy will be a rite and alive and I learn my listen nt to cross the road and alot of ppl see so poor thing the child like tat do nt cross the road Wèñ nt green light this is a life for us Bt yy the boy nt mii huh is goof I die I no nid to live in thIs life de hahahah

6.07.11

sry for nt update my blog for so long i am busy finding working la finally i find mac it was so good hahah wish i will get the mac job and can work with my friend annling hahas.... i hope the pay can be higher , and not so much stress working at mac and have a fun day working at mac and knw a lot of frii ..... i will save my money nt to spend so much money on going out and save money for going USS with my boyfriend haha ~ and this week i ply alot of basketball de it was vry fun and ply till i so tired hahah and my realaship omost break liao sia i vry scared haaha i dun noe wat to do i keep thinking bt in the end i olso nvr break wth my bf le i was so happy hahha i love him till i cn gve him my heart to him we wil last long i will share my memory wth my stead and sty wth him forever and if we have any mistake we will try to solve and wwen i nt happy i will listen to song i wil think the happeniness tgt and when i am stress and sad i will tell my bf and solve tgt n last forver with my bf =P ok lastly i wish the mac perosn will call me and hire me to work , and last forever with my bf happy tgt !;lub