When I know that you go katong I don't know why I so sad and maybe abut till in my heart and I think you aready forget me and you have aready go camp le this is good u know how to think more maybe u will think that u do this is wrong and with wrong person if u want me to come back I will not come back anymore cause I no longer love you and I will go back to your side

long time diodnt have chance to write a blog i was busy i have a new boyfriend at my birthday and we stead together i know on that day i was like a sudden to accept a love after so long and now i have a new start in my life even we always quarrel and i know it my fault i will not do it again i will change to be a guai and a good girl after i have him and he was very good but not the samne feeling i have but i have to face the fake and the god really treat me very good and even i was not happy i try to promise all the thing that i promise him he tell me that he will change and i olso must change and i very happy thing that he want to enagae with me and i must reach the sge and i know this few month i have learn alot of thing that he teach me and he really apperiate me and cry for me cause everyday i let him stress over alot of thig work and love and i tell myself i will stop and this is the last i do and i must believe a new love can let me walk along the pass that in my pass i forget it and concerate evereyday i with him i now staying at his house for every night we have a nice day and laugh and smile this is wat i want i did care anything i will care only me and him together with him not the wrong is right and i know that he will not sweet cause everyday i make him angry and didnt do anything i really try to understand him and i really know that he dont like the girl everyday give face and additude and must know how to control my temper and it is not me anymore i know i have to another person but my heart till the same and no matter what will happened i will say break anymore cause i know that it will hurt a person that really love you and what he will think that you no longer love him and i will be smart and any of the problem i have and i have reach the problem that i cannot settle i will always cry and think what i have to settle and all the thing that he help me to settle and i no need to think so much and find money thank for the job baby i really know that you are helping me and if without you i dont what i will do and always think too much and i have depertion and canoot control sometimes i reslly hate myself why i must like that did to myslf i believe one day that i reAlly have and no problem stop here will write more of my baby

i already plan what should i do with your coming one month birthday and i will try to do all the best that i can in the day coming i hope this surprise can let you happy and remind all the thing back to the pass and forget just only me and will not be forget me in your heart and i always the first love that stay so long with you in your life and this is what god want you find me and let your life getting better and my love to you will not change and forever in my mind and i dont even think any lob=ve that i want when you already love me the part of the movement i already know what i want in my life and i will think more further further and i will not forget all the past and your laugh in my heart and i wish to see it again once it already gone and did it come back after being so many year that i waiting for you and you will think that why i have choose a wrong person but you will think why i become bad and always text you cause i love you alot and i must stop wat i am thinking now i must always think of you every day not other people and i only love you the most and no one can replace you in my heart and i cry of tear being sad tat you never be seeing each other for a long times and not even a friend anymore and i wish how can be the first day we seeing each other and we was like very sweet and now we are emery and i use to text you and i cannot dont texyt you cause i use to it araedy and now i need is a love at my side and a shoulder can let me xinfu de feeling i want

being one year waiting for you and dotn know where you have been

i wait for you 1 year and i have suffer alot of hurt and alot in my heart but i dont mind keep waiting for you an loving you in the day have pass and go through my mind and i know that you cannot even forget me and till thinking of me and i have the feeling that one day you will get off of the thing and try to think back what the pass you have a love with a girl and it was so deep till can be so long together each day and even thing have make till so different but we till carry on to let each other cool down at each time and the day and i really cannot have my life being without you now i want is that you can let my wish come true and being take care me again and only last i have in my time and day i cannot promise that i do with guy but i force myself to do that and suffer with the guy that i dont like and let you know that i have reson being doing all thing and i never do wrong thing and make you dont want forget me and i cannot everyday stop texting you cause we use to it to text each other everynight and everyday we have meet each other and i really miss the time i being with you and i hope the time can turn back i will treat you very good like now how the gf treat you like that i know each guy love the way the girl treat them very nice but you know me and my character de ma and you want me to change and it like give me a very hard challage to myself and i each day thinking how you have been after i am not around with u and u got even try thinking of me and think that how my life going now till the same or maybe change to another person again and not the first time have know you and i wish that when my birthday another 26 more day is the day that i really dont know what to do and my love person have areaady gone in my life and i cannot even feeling the love and care inside my heart and forever jus continue walk the life that i want and the path that i walk is toally cannot even walk till the end that i meet you and now is that you dont even want to meet me and see my face anymore and you have started to hate me and one day you will slowly forget me and tell all your friend that i have ever have a gf like my ex that never even want to care and always quarrel very single day i have being with my family and outside i dont have any peaceful life that i wan tand the girl keep force the thing that i want and i know that we wont be patch back to each other anymore but our love till havent gone till remain in our heart and forver never leave a space for other even it take a long time and till have the same feeling with you and i will never forget you i will always remeber you and i will accept u when you want to come back the time that you cannot lose a girl like me keep waiting for you when after army or forver i dont mind being alone and i jus need you and i have enough i dont wish to do anything right now and i will wait for the answer and i will till be take care of you being everyday see the puc at your fbk i only can do this and no other way i can do and let see what the god have give me the right way to go and i have enough of everything but i till suffer the pain in my heart and no one can feel it in my heart and my heart aready full of you and never stop loving you even my heart have die and my mid till have you when the first love that i have being so good and happy for all the thing that i have .....