21/07/11

9 more day to go to his birthday how I wish I can celebrate with him but I can't le I only can do thing to give him and I gonna make fish for him and cook myself I hope he will like it even I dun now how to cook I will do my best to try I hope it will succeful and I will jiayou I hope this special can make him happy and do better ten his girlfriend I think I can do only this and I think I am a useful why everything I do I will regret and I already change to be better person I keep wait for you and I miss you a lot I feel like hugging you i wann you forever with mii I really scared one day I will die and I can't see you anymore and I have no enough blood I gave you the letter it is wrong why you even never text mii I really very scared and afraid and I wann the answer I really fun know how you feel after you reading the letter maybe you think if I wann you but I have gf le I can't or maybe wish wann can give mii xinku I really hope they will break cause I only girl treat her good and buy thing for him I nvr cause a person go die