20/05/12

today mii and my friend we go wong shau hwei hse ten yulin knew that he at home cause the window open and i keep call wong shau hwei and i say i till love you and i wann talk to you after that he saw mii ten he call mii i say if you dun wann to see mii i will die and let u see ten after that he say die lol i dun care ten after say i wann to bath ten after that hang up le ten yulin tell mii to beg him on the floor ten i do it i go beg on the floor to let him see and a couple keep seeing mii and i keep say wong shau hwei ten after that got 0ne girl scold mii ten i say not your problem is my problem why you wann care i keep fight with her sia and after that yulin and zh ask mii to come up i decided to take life but i scared ten after that i walk up the stair and walk till very tired and i finish reach 7 floor i very scared and i finally saw him le ten after i go take the lift with him ten we talk he say he wont love mii anymore and till got other girl ten i keep cry i say to wong wong i dun wann i know you till love mii de only ask your not to love mii and you say you wann call that grl and somemore say that grl good and after that he wann to go ten i keep hug him ten murder him and cheek and i keep ask him you really wan break ma and after that he tempeer come up le ten after that he push mii alawy and pit till my hand ten after that till cn patch bck ten after that wong mother come he see why we fight ten he scold wong say that i teach u cn fight and we fight are wrong ten after that her mother keep talk to mii say that love cnt be force if that person dun wann you le they aready gve up le and you so young you can find a good one and our charather are very hard and likethat how to be tgt she say must change and cnt say break and let each other cool down one month and get all over again and we must change like that we can be tgt very long and he wann freedom i will not force him le and i really hope that we can be again and have a fresh day for us and be happy like last time and the mother say thatu must study and go sch cnt dun go sch ten i promise her but i really no mood to study it is very stress and i feel like quiting sch and somemore i feel lke die and i will not find him anymore le and let him thnk the past we have tgt and happy tgt that time we stead and we trust each other i really hope that he nvr chnge and till love mi after 1 month i hope my birthday got him to celebrate with mii i wil be happy you know all the 1 year is he take care mii my sickness and i dun get so many stress my friend all tell mi to gve him a time to think i will gve him the chance hope our memerious can help us remember esch day god i pray that the day come i very happy with my bf and i will wait for him till th day come