9/11/10

ystd i dun yy i cnt slep ten smemre my heart was vru pain i thk maybe is worry till e heart cnt pt in i thk alot shld i break wth him r let it b...mii n him was vry far far away i cnt fel e felinq liao i fel i aready love anto guy hw shld i do shld i tel him bt wen i tel him i will hurt smeone i dun wan to hurt anyone they will be vry scared n even nt happy n will kill....i dun wan them to do tat ............ i wan they to be happy r even wthout mii they cn do watev they wan i oso cnt stp them even they smok r drink they have ther felom i cnt evryday stp they will thk tat i was vry intertinq ten they will telll ue i wan to break wth uue ten after tat ue waill stated to cry n will find smethinq to bit n coool dwn urself in a secert place till ue cn mak urself happy................smetimes i was thk tat he gt eat eveyday n drink alot of water s tat it will nt sick i thk nw he lik e job beter ten mos cause e pay was s high till he cn everyday ply acard or go out wth his frii acually i dun lik ths frii they all lik gaster................if i tel him dun wth ths ppl he will not listen to mii e frii cn hep him e most ten mii i oni cn protect him in my life n tak care ....................i dun wan to care s much i was vry tired i dun noe ths love cn till wennn ue cn tel mii....................