Saturday, October 18, 2014


i really think that love can maintain one day in love with my boyfriend it doesn't wrong sometime we cannot understand but he really care me and love me alot and we have been together omost want 1 year 4 month i really appericate what you have done and really have think our realaship in our path i really very happy i have think alot and i should not give up on this love that god really give me a chance to have you in my life to take care me for the pain i have suffer and i really tell myself to change cause you never change you really will lose the love that at your side with you and i really cannot without you and you have help me with a big case that i cannot forget but i believe that i have you i can change my life without one person at my life and i want you to walk with me sometimes i was a child thinking but now i aready awake what i have done in my mind i cannot being like that anymore and i need a guy really stay at my side forever with me long long

Monday, February 24, 2014


this few month have been quarrel with my bf only a small think and i make very big sometimes i really think that i have being little childish till haven grow up and i sometimes i very stress and i have depression and when i started to be no mood i will think to do such a thing like eating medicine 20 or drink beer cause i think that my bf wont care for me and love me anymore i will be smart to promise all the thing that you have tell me and i will not dont care but i was thinking that this is love or like me and sometimes when i tell you my problem you wont even listen to me and start quarrel and i must say sorry to you being a girlfriend must really understand each of the word that you tell him and yet make so many thing in each day when we are meeting each other i must try very hard to hold this realaship cause i know that my bf really love me alot and very stress and sometimes we never even thing a way that can not be quarrel this will happened that each other will not be happy and sad my bf have giving me alot of the chance and yet i dont know how to treasure and he say this is only chance that he ive me that times he say he feeling fake and no more love me and he feel, like giving me 2 week break and think what can we improve and i tell him that i want to jump down and he say you really must do it all the thing that you promise dont not make mistake again and i listen to him sometimes i know i am no mood cause you scold me and you dont understand what sick i have sometimes i need to rest if not i will faint and very weak my body baby i really love you alot